The taste still lingers in my throat
As my life changes to such a sad note
Looking up as you all gloat
Looking into the empty glass guess what i see
Throwing my life away as it consumes me
I wake up and the sickness takes control
The more i drink the less i care i begin to lose my hold
I cannot move on as it is just to heavy to carry on this load
Author's Notes/Comments:
lol i am at work just in the mood to write i guess that and since i was sick all day from drinking but atleast i managed to save someones life in the process even though i couldn't keep her from driving home that night i still went back to the bar the next night to atleast she if she was ok its funny how i can help other people just fine but i can't help myself and i guess no one can hopefully one of these nights the alcohol will consume my life