Hiding away
Behind thick walls I stay
Safe from hurt but sad and grey
So many things afraid to say
I hold it all inside as I begin to fray
Unsure of where it will all go
When it all comes crashing down will I drown or flow
So depressed from the answers I do not know
Thoughts on my mind that make my heart sink so low
Afraid of being yet again hurt and alone
As you have discovered me and a place in my heart you have grown
I know I can’t promise what even to me is unknown
I only hope that in your love I can take shade
Without you my soul begins to fade
I can’t stop what has already been made
Love can by kind and gentle like a flower or painful like a blade
Endless tears for you that could fill the sea
If only you and I could just be
Without you there is no me
Falling to the shadows as I bleed
So where ever you go I will follow your lead
Somehow you have managed within me to grow love’s seed