I just don't know
I never let my feelings show
Im always afraid to show how i feel
Everything always goes wrong i dunno whats the deal
When everything seems so right and so real
In the end always turns out to be a game
Everything always seems to end the same
Im always alone carrying a load of shame
It feels like whenver i try
I can never be open im always so shy
But whenever asked i never lie
But sometimes im so afraid i could cry....