Always afraid to talk to people i do not know very well
Drinking seems to be the only way for me to express myself
Hiding all my feelings away on some back shelf
Maybe someday i will change and have more confidence
If and can't open up at all i will never make any sense
Finding it easier to be quite but shaking my head
Wondering if i will every find a way to break this wall i have made for myself
The last few years in school i only thought about work
Thinking all i needed was friends a computer and a job
But what i really need is someone that cares
Someone that can look into my eyes and stare
Someone that will like me for who i am and not care what i look like
And maybe even find love at first sight
Seems like everything i do is wrong and i am too afraid to make it right
Wish everything was a coast downhill and i could just glide