Show me how to live
Nothing left to give
I manage to stay alive
The beginning of the end where my soul and fate collide
Giving in to thoughts of suicide
Like death is flowing in my blood
Engulfed in a cold and dark flood
Once moving now drowning in mud
Trying to look away from the blood shed
Giving into all the lies I have been fed
Seeing the black change to red
In a place where only what I want to hear is said
Lost in thought my mind becomes stuck
Why should I care if no one gives a fuck
Why does life always hand me the worst of luck
No longer do I wish to fight or resist
Maybe it would have been better if I didn’t exist