Trying to forget
Though i have no regret
Letting the alcohol flow through me
Till the pain i can no longer see
Just wishing i would pass away in a forever sleep
Fadeing away until i cease to be
My thoughts are mine and mine alone to keep
Though i have changed i feel the same
I still feel this endless shame
Just wishing i could go back into my dream
Just listening to the water fall into the stream
Watching the blood drip down from my wrists
Releasing myself and clenching my fists
My past reminds me that the pain is real
I will never again be happy, Never again feel