Why do things always end up this way
Everything is fine for a while then something drastic happens in one day
Im running out of reasons only thoughts of yesterday
Just seems like the end gets closer everyday
No time to look back on what could or what may
Seems this pain is here forever and so it shall stay
I know for every wrong there is a right
But no matter how nice or good i am depression never leaves my sight
Maybe i should just jump off a cliff and enjoy a few moments of flight
All though there is one person that makes my feelings change despite
Even when i have no will in me to fight
She makes me feel that i might
I just want someone that can always be there
Even if not literally but know that they care
Someone that feels the same and is willing to share
Someone that can stay with me so this life i may bare
Someone that can look me in the eyes and stare
If you can make me smile i will never forget your glare
For it is only you who can end my nightmare
We live so far apart its insane
Why does life have to be such a pain
Ive never met anyone else that could be more the same
To see nothing become of it would be such a shame
But who knows maybe im going crazy or just sound lame
For as my feelings becoming stronger also harder to contain
So afraid ill make a fool of myself
But either way for now because the job i had is gone
So the only thing i can really think about is getting a new one
The less holiday's i have to spend alone would be better and fun
But it seems like the chances of that happening are slim to none
I hope someone wakes me up from this nightmare so my hidden smile may be drawn
There is only one person that makes my darkness turn to dawn