So much time alone I write
A release for my thoughts is how I fight
I know in my future there will be light
I need something…. Someone to hold on to that shines so bright
Someone I can fall asleep next to at night
Don’t let good thoughts out of sight
Never stop believing and your dreams just might
Thankfully I never prove myself right
Just when I think it’s over and I can only fail
I pull myself on top, overcome and prevail
Pushed into life’s long journey I set sail
As I struggle through rain, snow and hail
Along the way I stumble and hit the rail
Again I am faced with a difficult task
I think it’s time I take off my mask
If you must know you need only ask
Please save me…. Push me if you must
In no one else but you do I truly trust
Lost in the sensation of lust
You have made a place in my heart as you break through the crust
You have unlocked the key to my gate
Now it is only time we must wait
What was meant to be is our fate
I hope I figure things out before it’s too late
sounds like a fear of love yet a wanting of the same especially when you use phrase breaking through the crust, to me the depicts hard outershell but inner want not shown on surface