An empty hole
Drifting apart
Eating away my soul
Where shall i start
Nothing but a sharp pain tearing through
My problems are my own i will not bother anyone
I would rather the pain tear me in two
As i put my mouth to the trigger of the gun
Like poison the stress slowly killing me
Pushing everyone away so i can be alone when i die
I look fine hiding my feelings for no one to see
In the end it doesn't matter how hard you try
I need the end to set me free
Just leave me alone to cry
Shivering in the darkness where i bleed
As my heart becomes cold and dry
I don't really expect or want anyone to care
Everything ive been brought to believe is a lie
No longer will i hold onto something not really there
My patience is wearing thin
Does anyone really notice or know
As the blade breaks the skin
Seeing red gush and flow
Letting the end of my existence begin
Letting go