WHOEVER IS CAPABLE
OF BEING DESPICABLE
SHOULD NOT BE PREDICTABLE
IT'S JUST INEXPLICABLE
HOW IT IS FORMIDABLE
SPLENDOR IN THE PAST
IT WAS SUCH A BLAST
NEVER OVERCAST
IT WENT BY SO FAST
MEMORIES ARE VAST
RIPPLES OF HOPE MAY BE FOUND
IF WE ALL JUST LOOK AROUND
PEOPLE WHO CARE ARE OUT THERE
IT'S GOOD TO BE AWARE
WE'RE NOT ALONE LOTS OF US
ARE WILLING TO MAKE A FUSS
ABOUT WHAT'S WRONG FAR TOO LONG
AND TOGETHER WE STAND STRONG
SO BE INCLINED TO SPEAK YOUR MIND
AND YOU WILL FIND A GOLD MINE
OF KINDRED SOULS WHO OPPOSE
ALL THOSE FOES THAT'S HOW IT GOES
ONE BY ONE WE ALL ADD UP
AND WE WILL FIND THAT IS ENOUGH
DO YOU SUPPOSE
IT'S NOT SAFE TO TRUST THOSE
WHO ARE NOT TRUSTWORTHY
IF THAT IS SO
I HOPE THAT YOU KNOW
YOU DON'T HAVE TO WORRY
IT'S SAFE TO TRUST
INTUITION IS JUST
FOREVER OCCURRING
GOD'S GIFT TO US
THAT WE ALL CAN TRUST
LIES ARE NOT OBSCURING
THE TRUTH BE TOLD
THAT WE CAN BEHOLD
ALLURING ASSURING ENDURING
PETER PAN
NOT A MAN
JUST A BOY
FULL OF JOY
TINKERBELL
WHAT A GAL
FAIRY LIKE
MAGIC SPRITE
NEVERLAND
UNDERSTAND
I INSIST
DOES EXIST
YOUNG AT HEART
PLAY A PART
FAIRY DUST
IS A MUST
FLY AWAY
THERE SOMEDAY
IN YOUR DREAMS
SO IT SEEMS
MAGICAL
MYSTICAL
CASUAL
CLASSICAL
FAIRY TALE
PIERCE THE VEIL
HAVE A PEEK
WHAT YOU SEEK
WILL BE FOUND
ALL AROUND
DOES ANYONE
REALLY KNOW
ANYONE
DO YOU EVEN
KNOW YOURSELF
DO YOU JUST
DO WHAT YOU MUST
TO ADJUST
TO CIRCUMSTANCE
PERCHANCE
DO YOU DARE
TO SHARE
EVERYTHING
OR BITS AND PIECES
HERE AND THERE
TO KEEP THEM GUESSING
Discordant Note
Scratching, floating
Hanging in the air
Pressure ebbs and flows
Headpiece filled with straw
A twisted melody lingers
Confusion and rage entwined
Resentment's bitter sting
Wrestles with sorrow's whine
Innocence stolen, trust shattered
By hands meant to protect
The child within still bleeds
Silently searching, begging for respect
Justice denied, our secrets buried
Master manipulator
A monster cloaked in lies
Crimes still hidden
Despite Death's hand
Too late for tortured cries
Feet of clay now returned to dust
From whence they darkly came
Leaving behind a tangled mess
Of trauma, grief and shame
The urge to desecrate, destroy
Wage war upon their grave
Wrestling with guilt, pity and relief
Yes, he is no more
But I am not yet saved
This victory feels hollow
An unearned, empty gift
When wounds still pulse and throb
No closure, the burdens unshift
I imagine looking for the tombstone,
Fists and soul clenched tight,
Anger, disgust, and rage.
Shadows cast doubt over my morals,
Compass dysfunctional, truth estranged.
Like Basque tongues tangled with Ainu clicks,
A labyrinth of questions ethics inflicts.
No tears of mourning shed
No idea the monster was laid to rest
Three years later, a happy accident
Release a demon locked deep in my chest
How to reconcile the little child
Who needed love and care
With the person now made to carry
This discordant note hanging in the air
In the depths of this discordance
Frustration and confusion still rise
Dare I confront the shadows
Curse their peaceful demise?
Every anguished scream swallowed
Each day, coerced, suffocated in silence
Transmuting years of buried aches
Why not release in rightful fierce violence?
Through serpentine paths of healing
Piece by shattered piece remade,
Scars shimmering with untold stories
Of battles braved and traumas mourned
In owning all that was endured
By innocent hands and shattered trust
Languidly learning to cradle, soothe
My inner child waiting, weeping in the dust
Each breath is an act of bravery
Every step is defiant, resolute
Reclaiming fractured narratives
No longer voiceless or mute
Through my poetry, I find release
May its rhythm grant me peace.
This journey from victim to victor
Is paved with shards of broken self
Reassembled by courageous hands
Into mosaics of pain and health
A symphony of survival
Echoes in the spaces in between
I cannot rewrite my cruel history
I yearn like others to live and dream
Beyond the reach of phantom hands
That sought to break and steal and mar
I rise in revolutionary softness
Tempered by battles, reminded by scars
The discordant note, a stubborn seed,
Resists the soil, its tyranny decreed,
Yet woven slow, within the larger frame,
An ostinato may conquer its shame,
Finds solace in the weave, a timeless plea,
Echoing Eliot, Stravinsky rewrites history.
MIND YOUR Ps AND Qs
WHAT ABOUT RSTUs
DO THEY THINK THAT WE ARE FOOLS
JUST WHAT ARE THOSE CRAZY RULES
I AM EASILY CONFUSED
NEVER MIND OH WHAT'S THE USE
SOME THINGS JUST CAN'T BE DEFINED
SOME ARE BETTER LEFT BEHIND
AT LEAST THAT IS WHAT I FIND
DANCING ROUND INSIDE MY MIND
CONTEMPLATE
CONCENTRATE
DEMONSTRATE
DEVIATE
DESIGNATE
HESITATE
MEDITATE
MEDIATE
PERPETRATE
PENETRATE
RESONATE
REPLICATE
SIMULATE
STIMULATE
SATURATE
SEPARATE