How Bad Is It To Learn How To Love?
When was the last time that
you have loved and lost,
and truly learn
its real, real cost?
(Utter feelings we kept the most.)
Is there a kind of an exit plan in
this lonesome strife,
something that we'd
cherish through life?
Let, therefore, our choices be
the wisest,
Hoping to see us live it through
the longest
We tend to love the ones we
have loved more (and more),
more so, that we sometimes
have lost control, until no more.
(Utter feelings we kept the most.)
You murdered my heart,
Broke the trust I had with you,
Do you really care?
Could you love me to death?
Im empty inside,
Watch me as I walk away,
The emptiness inside of me,
Can I learn to forgive and forget?
All I ever wanted was to talk to you,
Make you laugh and smile,
I never thought I would feel this way,
Your smile is brighter than the sun,
Your hugs are warm and comforting,
Your body temperature is like magma,
I longed to make you happy,
Promised each other we would always be there,
Something stirred deep inside,
Like waking a long sleeping dragon,
Feelings started to surface,
I wouldnt let you go,
I couldnt let you go,
You felt like the night sky,
Held my heart when it was breaking,
I tried to hold yours,
Keep you happy,
You helped me heal when times were hard,
I trusted you implicitly,
I gave you all I had,
Just to make you smile,
Just to make you happy,
Just to be your friend,
Im sorry that I wasnt good enough,
Im sorry that I cared,
I hate what has become of us,
The rift in between,
I feel as far away form you as Pluto,
At the furthest orbital point,
You took my heart and broke it,
You did the one thing I asked you not to,
You burnt bridges we had built,
You destroyed my happiness,
Hurt me in ways I never thought possible,
I want to forgive you,
Because I care,
Im just not sure I can,
I let you in,
Deep inside me,
I miss your touch,
I miss the sparkle in your eyes,
I miss your smile,
I miss you,
I feel like a dying star,
Energy that has been expended too quickly,
Rapidly cooling and diminishing,
Solidifying from the outside in,
Fading from something bright,
Becoming part of the darkness,
A solid lump of nothingness.
Te Amo in Aeternum,
Because I have no choice,
Because I cant help it,
Because Im human and I hurt.
I only wish you know,
How much I loved you,
Right from the beginning,
The impact you made when you landed,
From high above,
You fell so far,
Never losing your shine,
The first time I laid eyes on you,
The darkness staring back at me,
We danced and danced,
Orbited each other,
Complementary and clashing,
A comet passed by,
Obscuring the vision,
Leaving a trail of dust and debris,
You fell to earth,
I held you in my arms,
Breathed life into your fading embers,
I gave you my trust,
I thought I had yours,
You exploded in my hands,
Tore me to shreds,
Ripped my heart out,
Left me bleeding and alone,
If you only knew,
How much I had loved you.
I know we arent together, and you're no longer mine
but that doesnt change how I feel, you're always on my mind.
When I think about you, I am filled with such love
God brought you in my life, inspired from above.
The Thought of you, brings a smile to my face
and I never want you sad, and you look good wearing lace.
you make me feel; there's nothing I cant do
when we are together, I'd do anything for you!
Its hard to describe; all the feelings I feel
all I am sure of, is that these feelings are real.
when you kiss me, I experience a rush and a high
I cant explain it, so I won't even try...
all I am certain, about you and me...
is we belong together, and one day you too will see.
I need you in more ways, then you can guess
but you need me more, not any less!
I'm not sure why, you dont want love in your life
but If I had my way... I'd take you as my wife.
you are the one thing; that makes me feel whole
You are the best thing in my life... I need you to know
One of these days, maybe you'll feel the same way
and you'll find any excuse to contact me each day
Paul (ChryWizard) Posney ©02/03/2018
Guide Me
By Jfarrell
I was lost
Without direction
Without objective
Without destination
I was nowhere
In the land of fools
Being led by the blind
Forever falling
From when I woke
To falling exhausted into bed
I was lost
And going nowhere
Then
With the siren of the Siren
You called to me
And gave me a way
Your sweet voice
Whispers in my ear
Leading me over mountains
Guiding me through the deepest chasms
I am coming
As fast as I can
Call to me, guide me
Give me the wings and I will fly to you
My most wondrous Siren
by DaddyO
She'd text her grandpa, instead of "so long",
"Chow" unaware she was spelling it wrong
I suppose right then I should've known
A girl like her needs to be on her own
But I persisted because in us I believed
I suppose a wide-eyed girl makes a man naive
She said "love you" everytime we spoke
Like a broken record that I didn't think broke
The last thing she'd say to me on the phone
And when she would I didn't feel so alone
She'd say "love you" on our way to work
"I love you too", I'd say with a smirk
She said it again on her trip back East
And inside I felt an inner peace
I was so glad when she came back early
But my joy manifested prematurely
"Let's clear our minds of this excess
Organize and purge our clutter and mess"
She said "a storage unit for my extra stuff?"
I never questioned what wasn't enough
I chuckled "this won't all fit in my backseat,
Unless the storage unit is a penthouse suite"!
She said "love you" and packed more clothes
I was blissfully unaware of her plan to go
She said it again in our final embrace
Then said "goodbye" as a slap in the face
I wasn't prepared to not see her again
I suppose my life ends where hers begins
When words are spoken without any shame
"Love you" and "goodbye" all sound the same
The only thing I have left now
Is knowing she didn't text me back "caio!"
by Jeph Johnson
You felt guilty in your innocence
Now you feel justified doing wrong
I'm overcome by our dissidence
As I compose this fatal song
There's an insidious assumption
Being whispered 'round the town
That you've consumed all our consumption
And you're no where to be found
That you're happy without having me
Content all by yourself
Well I've survived now you backstabbing me
And cleared off all our shelves
And underneath the cluttered mess
Beyond the torn down wall of trust
Lies debris destined for loneliness
That I'd rather just call "us"
by DaddyO
(with apologies to Don McLean)
Once upon a time ago
I can still remember
How a princess used to make me smile
And I knew if I still had that girl
Her giggle would brighten up my world
And maybe I'd be happy for awhile
Unexpectedly one month before
I had watched the mourners mourn
As bad news filled my newsfeed
There was something more she needed
Oh I remember that I cried
Reaching out without her by my side
Her revolution touched me deep inside
The month after Prince had died
So bye bye all-American Miss
Drove her caddy past her daddy
Extra time and her kiss
And spry young boys who really couldn't care less
Still succeeded capturing my princess
Succeeded capturing my princess
Did you sing the "bubbly" song
And remember how I sang along
Those fleeting times you took the stage?
Your streets might now be paved with gold
But on Broadway you'll still grow old
Like the way the neon lights revealed my age
Well at least this place ain't such a mess
She made room for all my emptiness
She's packed away her glass slippers and her shoes
She really has no more time to lose!
She was a former teenage ugly duckling
Whose tail feathers I didn't know I was plucking
But I never felt so damn unlucky
The month after Prince had died
She was singing~
Bye bye all-American Miss
Drove her caddy past her daddy
Coming back from the sticks
The charming young prince put her down on his list
To awaken beauty with his kiss
Now for one month I've been on my own
The voice inside me clears his throat
But that's not really all she wrote
The month after Prince had died
Like that sunny day holding her hand
She scrawled "I love you" in the sand
Soon swept away by a rising tide
It won't wash away in my mind!
The words inside my happy thoughts
Are stained upon my crying cloth
With more unspoken pillow talk
The month after Prince had died
She stopped singin'
Bye bye all-American Miss
Drove her caddy past her daddy
It's all come down to this
She shattered her mirror as I cackled in fear
Now the fairest one of all is unclear