help me stay
can you
give me a reason
can you give me a choice
maybe I’ll take it
maybe I’ll
run
when the road gets rough
but what have I always said
not
leaving you here
maybe I’ll cry when
nothing happens
sometimes sometimes
I wish I wish I had a
promise
but those promise hearts come back glass
and what else can I wish for
when everything’s
been done right
if I just
wish too hard not to want
maybe it will get easier
I am trying not to hurt you with these knives I hold.
I have such horrible aim.
I am trying not to pull you off the track you laid.
I keep hallucinating the train coming.
I am trying not to take over your brain like a tumor.
I keep thinking about you until I’m stuck in your head.
I am trying not to cry as hard as I know you need to.
I am a river and I keep needing your skin like a drought.
I think the tears of this hunter
are as wet as the tears of the hunted,
and just as bitter.
I can sell sweet
but I have never been honey with this fast-paced flood,
words that can cut like tripping,
love that I can laugh with you
but it might just mean the blades are sharpening.
When I’m drowning in trusting you I am still holding knives.
This is the only thing that makes me a truth teller.
But when I look at you I turn pink with promises,
I only want to stay here four seasons of the year,
maybe more.
When I look at you I can only see
the countless hands that must have built this beautiful,
not the hammers I bring with me to cave it in,
please close my eyes for me
so I can know it again,
that my tools are not the kind that build.
Mouth open so I can spill my cracks into yours,
maybe here two wrongs make a right,
I hope you love to choke
because when I am living on the way you taste
that is all I can give you.
Breathe the scorch and all I can feel
is just how sharp these hands are.
I am trying not to hurt you with these knives I hold.
I have such horrible aim.
To be your lover when you need to be loved,
your doctor when you are ill,
your army when you go to war,
your umbrella when life rains down on you,
your rock when you get weary,
your shield when you need defense,
your spirit when you are drained,
your pillow when you need to rest,
your voice when no one can hear you,
your ear when no one will listen,
your comfort when you feel pain,
your hero when you are under duress,
your sunshine when darkness falls,
your answer when questions arise,
your inspiration to overcome obstacles,
your hand to hold when you are frightened,
your kiss that wakes you everyday,
and your "I love you" each and every night.
I am yours... all of me.
My heart started dancing like the legend Michael Jackson,
When she promised to meet me soon,
Alas! My expectation broke like a mirror, feeble,
As soon as she told me that meeting is not possible!
I told her to fix another date,
She replied like a heroine that she was getting late,
I could not utter another word after that,
Before my eyes she emerged as a fierce cat!
Perhaps breaking hearts she was good at,
Nonetheless I did get a lesson from that!
I promise that I will ever love you,
I promise that I will never doubt you,
I promise that I will consider your family as mine,
I promise that our mutual journey will be fine.
I will never yell at you,
I will never let you down; it is true,
I will take you to the dinner sporadically,
I will be a good listener eventually.
I will say sorry at once,
If I hurt you ever by chance!
I will be a good husband,
A gentleman, a reliable friend.
I will cry with you,
I will laugh with you,
I will walk with you in the rain,
Holding your hand over and over again.
I will dare to steal the stars for you,
I will charm you gifting with something new,
I will be your breath,
Defending you, I will not even hesitate to fight against death!
February.18.2013/ April.12.2015
Trisha Barrek Hopkins
This could be the dream come true
If you'd let me into your heart
A passion you never knew
No matter how tough
Just let me take care of you
Trust me from you my love I'll never part
I'll stick by your side no matter how rough
You are by far my one true other half
You have been from the very start
I'll hold your hand
Through thick and thin
Right next to you is where I stand
I'm forever your woman
Who'll cherish you forever
Because you are truely my man
Lets stick together
From here to the moon my soul
Never start over
Making you happy....Forever taking care of you
Will forever be my goal
I'll pick you up when you are down
Praying your heart no one has stole
I promise to make you smile
Whenever you wear a frown
My love in your heart I promise to stay for a long while
From the skies above
And all though out town
People will see what is true love
When they see us side by side
Hand in hand
God sent the angels to give us a message
That sticking through it together is in demand
That my nana believes we are soulmates
We are truely meant to be together and grow old
To never go to bed with hate
To kiss and have love in our hearts
You finding me was truely fate
This is what I've been told
It has been written in the stars
I'll hold onto that message forever and always
To you I forever tightly will hold
And love you more and more each passing day
I will cherish and protect
Give you my shoulder for when you cry
Wipe away your tears
Our love I will never let it die
I will help you get through your fears
To you I promise never to lie
Honesty is all I ask for now in return
Have our dreams soar high
Promise to my heart you won't burn
Sweetheart I do ask
Please to me don't ever say good-bye
And from our past mistakes let us from it learn
To never repeat them again
Always remember there's no "could of been"
Keeping your heart my home
I know won't be an easy task
But I swear on my life I will always try
Please don't ever kick me out
For that is my home
As for my heart is yours
Don't let this love pass us by
Promise to eachother to not make it feel like an everyday chore
Lets be together untill we die
Even after we are angels
Flying freely in the sky
For I will forever stand by my man
Sweetheart you are my special Valentine
If anyone trys to take you away
Shit will definitely hit the fan
And it will be that persons worst day
I believe you will forever be mine
I want with you to take care
To pick you up when your feeling blue
When you have cloudy days I will make them brightly shine
And make you feel brand new
Everyday new experiences with you I want to share
Experience new excitement and make new memories
Every night lay on your chest
Your heart beat I want to hear
In your arms forever rest
Knowing for you I'll always care
Knowing that you know I think you're the best
This could be
I know I'm almost there
I'll wait forever untill you see
When you look in my eyes and stare
I'm here to help you let go of your doubt
No one else will understand you like me
No one else will show how much they care
Or treat you like your suppose to be
To show you true love they don't dare
They do not see how great you are
In your own true way
Unlike with them you don't have to put on a pretend show
With me you can be and act the way you want
Because honey your my luckiest star
You're the cutest there's no need to flaunt
This I hope you know
I will help make you see that everyday
That you are perfect as can be
I love you everytime is what I'll always say
This I hope you can really see
While you soundly sleep
I'll keep watch so you can peacefully rest
And in your dreams forever play
I'll protect your soul
I'll protect you in each and every way
This will be my lasting goal
Know this honey this is my test
To show you my love
I Will show my very best
Each and everyday
To you a new way I will show you how
Our connection will never end soon
We are finally as one
I will forever love you from here to the moon
Copyright
November.2.2003/June.21.2014
Trisha Barrek Hopkins
Baby it's hard when your not here
To not to cry
To not let this tear fall
I'm not sad I just wish you were by my side
I look forward to your call
These tears fall because I miss you
This fact I no longer can hide
Every part of me
Wants every part of you that's true
I just wish my dreams can be set free
The way they want to be
I want time to fly by
So I can be near you
To hold you
And feel your touch
You are so very true
I don't ask for much
With you I want to fly
Honey these tears fall because I miss you
I've waited long enough
I'm so glad we met
Without you in my life it's been rough
Our future honey it's set
I'm so glad to be by your side again
You're forever in my heart
Now we have our remember when
Never again let us part
These tears no longer need to fall
Because we are finally together
I look forward to your text...your call
I promise to be by your side forever
Copyright
Hinting at greatness,
The young boy hurls
That ball, with blue flame
And fire chasing it.
In his exacting delivery,
He is surgically precise.
Like a cornered viper
In momentous moments,
Under preposterous pressure,
He is at his deadliest.
Anyone with knowledge
Of the game can see
His gift and potential.
The boy himself will
Soon realize his talent and,
Already his heart holds
The game in a vise like grip.
That combination, is his
And his family’s ticket
Out of their meager home.
He is a desolate spark of hope
In the pitch blackness.
Like a struck match he will
Illuminate the night.
I am a shadow, long gone
I am forgotten, disappointments spawn
I am the weeping, in nights silent hour
From society, who savors the sour
I am the dark, stuck within my fears
I am denied, to them and all who hears
I was a dreamer, now hiding within my sleep
From the all of the promises that I can not keep
I am a shadow, long gone
I loved, and I loved you well.
Even after you challenge me hell
I remember, she parted us, you and I
She kissed your cracks, promising you lies
She left you broken, by the dead
But me, I wanted you by my side, to cherish instead