All I ever wanted was to talk to you,
Make you laugh and smile,
I never thought I would feel this way,
Your smile is brighter than the sun,
Your hugs are warm and comforting,
Your body temperature is like magma,
I longed to make you happy,
Promised each other we would always be there,
Something stirred deep inside,
Like waking a long sleeping dragon,
Feelings started to surface,
I wouldnt let you go,
I couldnt let you go,
You felt like the night sky,
Held my heart when it was breaking,
I tried to hold yours,
Keep you happy,
You helped me heal when times were hard,
I trusted you implicitly,
I gave you all I had,
Just to make you smile,
Just to make you happy,
Just to be your friend,
Im sorry that I wasnt good enough,
Im sorry that I cared,
I hate what has become of us,
The rift in between,
I feel as far away form you as Pluto,
At the furthest orbital point,
You took my heart and broke it,
You did the one thing I asked you not to,
You burnt bridges we had built,
You destroyed my happiness,
Hurt me in ways I never thought possible,
I want to forgive you,
Because I care,
Im just not sure I can,
I let you in,
Deep inside me,
I miss your touch,
I miss the sparkle in your eyes,
I miss your smile,
I miss you,
I feel like a dying star,
Energy that has been expended too quickly,
Rapidly cooling and diminishing,
Solidifying from the outside in,
Fading from something bright,
Becoming part of the darkness,
A solid lump of nothingness.
Te Amo in Aeternum,
Because I have no choice,
Because I cant help it,
Because Im human and I hurt.
Like a star shining above
So you see the earth unlike others
A special insight into humanity
A breath of fresh air to poetry
Should a thought cross your path
Like a comet in the ether
You set it fully ablaze
With your fiery pen and pad
The heart within me turned to stone
Like a wolf pack's lonesome cries
Darkness woven in my bones
But starlight fading in my eyes
I hear the whispers in the trees
A wisp's song fluttering on the breeze
But ne'er will I go home again
Ne'er will I go
I heard the call of maiden fair
But swore again I'd go not there
My lonesome crying in the night
Has formed me as a sullen wight
Oh cursed fairy! How could you lead
A child to such an awful deed
For ne'er can I return again
Ne'er to return
Alone at last, my will is done
Now, forever this must be
Before my mind be overrun
To hurt no more, my final plea
My past is lost, the future nigh
My story dead on sands of time
To home I must return again
Again I must turn home
February.18.2013/ April.12.2015
Trisha Barrek Hopkins
This could be the dream come true
If you'd let me into your heart
A passion you never knew
No matter how tough
Just let me take care of you
Trust me from you my love I'll never part
I'll stick by your side no matter how rough
You are by far my one true other half
You have been from the very start
I'll hold your hand
Through thick and thin
Right next to you is where I stand
I'm forever your woman
Who'll cherish you forever
Because you are truely my man
Lets stick together
From here to the moon my soul
Never start over
Making you happy....Forever taking care of you
Will forever be my goal
I'll pick you up when you are down
Praying your heart no one has stole
I promise to make you smile
Whenever you wear a frown
My love in your heart I promise to stay for a long while
From the skies above
And all though out town
People will see what is true love
When they see us side by side
Hand in hand
God sent the angels to give us a message
That sticking through it together is in demand
That my nana believes we are soulmates
We are truely meant to be together and grow old
To never go to bed with hate
To kiss and have love in our hearts
You finding me was truely fate
This is what I've been told
It has been written in the stars
I'll hold onto that message forever and always
To you I forever tightly will hold
And love you more and more each passing day
I will cherish and protect
Give you my shoulder for when you cry
Wipe away your tears
Our love I will never let it die
I will help you get through your fears
To you I promise never to lie
Honesty is all I ask for now in return
Have our dreams soar high
Promise to my heart you won't burn
Sweetheart I do ask
Please to me don't ever say good-bye
And from our past mistakes let us from it learn
To never repeat them again
Always remember there's no "could of been"
Keeping your heart my home
I know won't be an easy task
But I swear on my life I will always try
Please don't ever kick me out
For that is my home
As for my heart is yours
Don't let this love pass us by
Promise to eachother to not make it feel like an everyday chore
Lets be together untill we die
Even after we are angels
Flying freely in the sky
For I will forever stand by my man
Sweetheart you are my special Valentine
If anyone trys to take you away
Shit will definitely hit the fan
And it will be that persons worst day
I believe you will forever be mine
I want with you to take care
To pick you up when your feeling blue
When you have cloudy days I will make them brightly shine
And make you feel brand new
Everyday new experiences with you I want to share
Experience new excitement and make new memories
Every night lay on your chest
Your heart beat I want to hear
In your arms forever rest
Knowing for you I'll always care
Knowing that you know I think you're the best
This could be
I know I'm almost there
I'll wait forever untill you see
When you look in my eyes and stare
I'm here to help you let go of your doubt
No one else will understand you like me
No one else will show how much they care
Or treat you like your suppose to be
To show you true love they don't dare
They do not see how great you are
In your own true way
Unlike with them you don't have to put on a pretend show
With me you can be and act the way you want
Because honey your my luckiest star
You're the cutest there's no need to flaunt
This I hope you know
I will help make you see that everyday
That you are perfect as can be
I love you everytime is what I'll always say
This I hope you can really see
While you soundly sleep
I'll keep watch so you can peacefully rest
And in your dreams forever play
I'll protect your soul
I'll protect you in each and every way
This will be my lasting goal
Know this honey this is my test
To show you my love
I Will show my very best
Each and everyday
To you a new way I will show you how
Our connection will never end soon
We are finally as one
I will forever love you from here to the moon
Copyright
April.18.2007 2:31am/December.24.2011
Trisha Barrek Hopkins
Everynight
Everyday
I miss your gorgeous sight
When before I go to bed
I lean down and begin to pray
I'll remember the last thing you said
"My love I will be back soon someday"
That is then I fell to my knees and began to cry
I pray to God everynight
My love comes back wishing he finds
His way back to my heart
Asking God our love that we have let it be
God every moment my heart pleads
Don't let my love,My hearo from me part
Let our souls for each other continue to bleed
For our love has been strong since the start
I miss my love so much
I want to feel on my face
His gentle touch
When he kisses me
He does it so
With love and at a slow romantic pace
It sets my worries free
While your always my sweet
Let God protect you with the angels above
While I sit here and wait for your warm body heat
Tonight when I enter the world of dreams
I will go to our favorite spot to meet
To look into your eyes and to feel your arms
Around me it feels real
You say "Next to me will always be your seat"
And then tell me
"I am always in your heart"
No matter the distence no matter how far
Please believe me please stay strong
Keep in your heart and wishing on that star
Together forever and always
And back agian we belong
And soon my soul I will be back to stay
It won't be long
So please believe in what I say
You're my love, my hero
The one I will love forever
My hate for you will always be at zero
We will always be together
I will take care of you
As you will take care of me
And our love will always remain true
We will never let each other free
Because you are my love and you are my hero
Copyright
50,000 DOGS
It ticks us
that the
taxes
in Texas
subsidize
torture
and animal attacks
as research
profiteers at
dinners wear tuxes..
*
In the fall of 2008, 50,000 captive dogs being subjected to pain drowned
trapped in underground cages at the University of Texas
Thousands of mice and rats died in New York labs
during a hurricane.
Beagles have been the favorite victims of medical researchers at the Univ of Virginia
http://jaxmice.jax.org/jaxnotes/511/511a.html
/> http://blogs.nature.com/spoonful/2012/11/insurance-challenges-may-lie-ahead-for-new-york-labs-hit-by-hurricane.html
J-LO
J-Lo
avoids mad cow jello
and eating
food dyes
red blue and yellow
Footnote:
Jello is made from gelatin which is the powder of mammal and bird bones
http://hollywoodlife.com/2014/06/25/jennifer-lopez-weight-loss-vegan-diet-10-pounds/
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REACHABLE STAR OR CHANGE THE WORLD IN FIVE HOURS
Henry went to hospital
Twas Bethesda Naval
and took a picture of an ape
in a restraining chair.
And took it to an international
picture wire
called Black Star
which sent it round the world..
and Gandhi saw and knew
that the treaty had been violated
.. and cancelled monkey export
.. because Henry in 5 hours
.. saw and reached for
.. one bright and reachable... star!
****
A Michigan goose
loves a Michigander
From Detroit to
Marrakesh
millions
do homage
to Michiganesh.
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Michigan's vegetarrian physician John Harvey Kellogg MD found that within 4 hours after slaughter, the carcass of a murdered cow contained several billion ecoli (colon) bacteria.
Ellen White, vegetarian founder of the Seventh Day Adventists of Michigan, prophesied that in the 20th Century
dairy products would be so full of poison they should be avoided.
BIG OIL
As a rule,
big oil
has fake duels
with Congress
re fossil fuels
SLIDE TO HEAVEN
God is infinite, eternal
unconditional, omnipotent,
omniconscious Love.
God all beings indwells
even those
in temporary hells
The way to heaven
is not a stairway
but a slide.
Holiness is letting go...
a very easy glide.
*
Thought the picture was funny though don't
agree with its conclusions.
LOCKED OUT
Court ordered desegregation
did not come easily to the South.
At some locations, small black
children had to walk past a gauntlet
of rifle toting white men yelling
hate words.
In one school, the blacks were
made to stand at the back of the class
ostensibly because there were not
enough seats.
In another, a small black girl
was alone in her quarter of the room,
the white children all having moved
their desks away from her.
Rocks were thrown and pittle
projected onto the black children.
In later years, one of the racists would
find his life saved by the intravenous
blood of a black man.
*
Footnote: The 1954 Supreme Court ruled
in regards to school segregation
that 'separate but equal' was unconstitutional.
The University of Virginia
Center For Politics produced a documentary
about those times.
STAR OF INDIA
"The Star Of India
is within you."
whispered
Yogananda
to the heart of
his meditating
disciple.
The Prince of darkness
My bright and shining star
The greatest Prince of them all
Watch him dance and sing
Watch him go
A sexy style
His sweet style
Melts your heart
Makes you smile
Snap your fingers
Tap your toes
My Prince
Watch him dance
The way he moves
He is enough
To drive you wild
Those bedroom eyes
Lips so sweet
Love me tender
Love me wild
.....My Prince.......