Dad…
All memories thundered on me.
Breathless to bear the pain
How you showered the love and joy
As father and friend.
Tit-bit talks of hot and cold
Will remain as eternal joy
How crazy you were at times
Merciless for poor grades
And Santa Claus for other tears.
Too many hardships
As no one ever seen
But you held your pride
By touching the crown of town
You were minimal on talk
But your actions had spoken louder.
Still people talk your bravery
A man of great conviction
A soul of angel and so on
What not all, fall short of words
But for me....I miss you Dad.
If I could color my words
I would paint them when I send it to you
If you were sad, I would send them in gray
you can stay in the mist as long as you want
If you feel in chaos, I would send them in green
The only anser is in a garden
If you were happy, I would send them in yellow
It would give you wings
If you were in tense, I would send them in black
It would absorb your fear
If you were relaxed, I would send them in blue
You would remember the night at the ocean and moon in the sky
If you were fragile, I would send them in violet
It would remind you that calm in silence
If you feel free, I would send them in rainbow.
You would realize that you are not alone
miss your smiles
you both were the lite of my life and i chrished every moment to start
your love matched your compassionate and oh so gentle caring heart
and i think I would give up all I holds dear and walk a thousand miles
just to see your shining smile light up the room god I do miss your smile
you made me see the beauty in life just by being you and giving me your love
sometimes i can feel the vsadness in my soul when think about you in heaven above
and sometimes i feel pride in my heart when i tell storys about both of you
but mostly I know that i was the luckiest daughter in the world smiling all the while
and how I wish incould talk to you once more to tell you that i miss your smile
your smile and joy went a long way in making me feel like a happy and blessed daughter
and the memories of you both I will hold close to myself that will always matter
to see you again would mean more joy then i have ever felt and will never go out of style
but as I looks up to the heavens above i whisper i love you both and i sure do miss your smiles.
Zoey cup
you both were the lite of his life and he chrished every moment he had
your beauty matched your compassionate and oh so gentle caring dad
and i think your dad would give up all he holds dear and walk a thousand miles
just to see your shining smile light up the room god he does miss your smile
you made him see the beauty in life just by being you and giving him your love
sometimes i can see the sadness in his eyes when he talks about you in heaven above
and sometimes i see pride in there depths when he tells me storys about both of you
but mostly he tells me that he was the luckyest father who ever lived smiling all the while
and how he wishes he could talk to you once more to tell you that he misses your smile
your smile and joy went a long way in making him feel like a happy and blessed father
and the memories of you both he holds close to himself that will always matter
to see you again would mean more joy then he has ever felt and will never go out of style
but as he looks up to the heavens above he whispers i love you both and i sure do miss your smiles.
Becky Chadbourne.
I took a shot in the dark
And Missed
But next time I'm gonna learn my lesson,
Next time I'm gonna
Turn the light on,
And then shoot you in the face.
April.2.2005
Trisha Barrek Hopkins
How do I go on
When someone dear to me was wrongfully taken
How do I deal with the fact she is gone
God is putting us through hell
The hurt we can't explain
This pain put upon us was mistaken
The way we feel with her loss
We don't know how to tell
The memory of her still fresh in our minds
To bring her back for my mother I'd pay any cost
Now only above is a lasting storm a lasting rain
I'd do whatever it takes to find
A way to put her memory to rest
And help my mother cope and be strong
And make my mom remember all is for the best
Make her understand
That she's done nothing wrong
But how do you help someone go on
How do we go on with our lives
When she's lost most of all
When she's lost her only angel..her mother
One who she can no longer call
Even our God
Our one above
Our holy father
Can't help her up after she may fall
She can no longer tell her mom "I love you"
Or celebrate any holiday
Because she is in heaven surrounded by blue
She has no way to talk with her mother
No way to say
The things she holds in her heart
The way my mom really does feel
Now that her mother has part
No one who tries can heal
Only her mother had that power
From the start
But now she's above
With God and his angels in the sky
We can no longer experience her love
Just answer me this
At a young age of 75
Why did she have to die
Making memories with her mother she will always miss
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November.2.2003/June.21.2014
Trisha Barrek Hopkins
Baby it's hard when your not here
To not to cry
To not let this tear fall
I'm not sad I just wish you were by my side
I look forward to your call
These tears fall because I miss you
This fact I no longer can hide
Every part of me
Wants every part of you that's true
I just wish my dreams can be set free
The way they want to be
I want time to fly by
So I can be near you
To hold you
And feel your touch
You are so very true
I don't ask for much
With you I want to fly
Honey these tears fall because I miss you
I've waited long enough
I'm so glad we met
Without you in my life it's been rough
Our future honey it's set
I'm so glad to be by your side again
You're forever in my heart
Now we have our remember when
Never again let us part
These tears no longer need to fall
Because we are finally together
I look forward to your text...your call
I promise to be by your side forever
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July.17.2001
Trisha Barrek Hopkins
I sit here and wait
You not being here is
What I mostly hate
The feelings for you that I have
Still burn
Deep inside my heart
When you left I got upset
And I fell apart
But I'm still happy
Because you I met
I know you'll come back to me
Because what we shared
Can never be just free
Because deep down I know you cared
And to survive
It's my love you really need
So when time is right
Come back and take hold of my hand
And this time hold on real tight
Because all this time right next to you
Is where I'll always stand
I will be here for you
When ever you need a shoulder to cry
What we have I know is true
So whatever happens love
I'll always give us another try
Just remember who is your friend
Because in my heart you'll always be
I'll stick by you till the end
And I'll never set you or our friendship free
The special bond we have
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October-19-1998
Trisha Barrek Hopkins
All these lies
I'm getting sick of them
Sometimes I think I should say my good-byes
They are growing so fast like an infested stem
You tell me one thing
Then you tell me another
Your promises you never bring
It's amazing we're still together
I try to hold on
But you make me so mad
To the point I can"ttake it anymore
Letting go will only make me sad
These lies and promises are becoming a bore
I love you too much
But all these lies got to leave
Even though I'll miss your soft gentle touch
One day I'll be gone then you'll believe
That I got fed up with all these lies
It became too much
No more kissing
No more blue skies
You'll be missing
No more lies
Stop before it's to late
Stop before I lose all fate
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