Once the children and dog had gone indoors;
The snowman was left all alone.
As the night drew it's deep black mantle.
Not sight or sound of anyone could be found.
No cloud in sight could be seen out doors.
Then came the twinkling starlight,; thrilling to the bone.
"There" said the snowman, "no need for a candle".
As he listens to the stars musical sound.
Up rose the moon bidding "good evening", to the snowman, looking across the moors.
"Good evening" replied snowman in an even tone.
Gosh! what awesome prattle!
Snowman, and where are you bound?
Oh! nowhere cried snowman; I'm feeling sleepy excuse the snoors.
Sleep on a night like tonight? Well Done!
"Yes" said snowman, it's been a hectic battle.
"Tired I suppose; throwing snowballs all day , with that hound".
How is it that I can be so in love
With someone I barely know
I don't know too much
But that you make me glow
You put a smile on my face
That I think the whole world knows
And everyone can see that it is
Because its you I choose
You became my world
From the instant you walked in
I just knew that everything changed
When you came within
My world did change
When you said 'Hi'
I had intense feelings in my stomach
And I knew everything went awry
Then I started falling
Then you became my everything
Then I knew that things were off,
That things had already started blooming
I don't know how they are on your end
But I know that I told you how I feel
You don't have to question mine
Because I know that they are real
Even though you haven't
Said the same thing
I have a feeling that you will
All in time I know its baffling
But one day we will have
Absolutely everything
I know this just like I know
I am not bluffing
~Chrystal
Written on
February 15, 2014
I just met you
But I'm already falling
I don't know why
Maybe it's your personality
Your controlling personality
Without being too controlling
Mental control is how you like to do it
And I love the idea
I love the fact that you are
Into Warcraft, but you don't
live and breathe it
I am feeling like I already
Love you, Bogs or Travis
Or Meister as we both are into
The whole Dom/Sub thing
Let's go forth and start our lives
Because we are both too old
To play the high school games
~Chrystal
Written on
February 12, 2014
The wind blew furiously that night
As though it knew what was coming
As though it were trying to escape.
They were all casted out
From their heavenly home
The angels began to descend
Flying down simultaneously
And their enormous feathery wings
Embodied in merciless flames
Burned off of them.
All over the world
Every single one of them collapsed
Now defeated and torn
They have taken over the planet
Unwillingly
They've become powerless humans
And they must learn to survive
Amongst everyone else
With the diseases, pain
And disaster
Until the day they fix it all
Or die trying
Spiralling down, the world turns sideways;
If only it would stay still I could arrange my thoughts.
Take what you own to pay for your own funeral,
A paralysed catharsis,
Trying to crawl its way into living.
A second hesitation hanging on a trip wire,
The explosion comes before the paranoia.
To fight such weak and juvenile demons,
Is an effort wasted instead of walking way.
Saying sorry for sorry's sake:
The changeling reverting to another seed.
Realities twisted, lying through your every day lives, seeping in your eyes...
fusion in their very own true colors...
our skin is dead.. the heart is greatest the vessel.
my brain is on overload.. nothing stays in tune.
Forever packaged in your box of perfect calamity. misery hate's herself, but loves her company..
shadowed by death & the light is to conceal the darkness.
water flows inside us, like our waves of emotions..
Ocean of life, the constant misty rain to trickle despair,
the sand to hold us together & bury the fear sunken beneath it..
I won't ever know if you really love me.
Your mind is almost always ingested with shit.. & then you go & feed it.
although fantasy is my favorite belief, I don't want to be the plaque on your mildly yellowed teeth..
I don't want to be that needle in your arm...
I do wish I could free you from "your reality" of pain..
i'd like to take you on an adventure far away with me.. somewhere we'd both be free.
because in the end I think I know I can ignore & re-create parts of reality to where I need it to be.
I hope one day you'll be able to comprehend that state of freedom mentally..
I don't expect automatic acceptance. I know everything is a test..
sometimes, or for the most part, it could make everything seem worthless..
I try my best not to fall on my face.. I live for spiritual feat.
but if what I live for isn't on this earth too, then why is my body here to begin with...?
I feel physically unnecessary.
everything here now just ends up what used to be... i'm not sure if it mean's anything to me..
I miss so many people every second, every passing day... it's like each day is a bigger loss then the one before.
but I guess the soul could just be a gaping black empty growing hole..
Don't get me wrong. I entrust positivity.. but this pain is buried within my identity.
a lot of the time when you'll try so hard to fly... you will end up falling..
Winter comes
To ice over my heart
Gone is my sunshine
My only sunshine
Summer is past
Our prime behind
Fall is here
And I strike the earth
“What goes up
Must come down”
And “what goes around
Comes around”
But as the leaves change
And fall to the ground
Someday you’ll fall
In my arms again
Have you ever seen a true beautiful woman?
I'm talking internal and external beauty. A woman as hot as Uganda but also as sweet as Fanta.. that's true beauty.
But until I give you an example of a woman with such attributes, my point won't be proven,
So let me tell you about a woman named Amanda.. with true beauty.
Beautiful enough to drive you crazy..
Beautiful enough to make your heart beat cease.
Search for a girl better than her? You couldn't find any..
Because what's better than perfect? Nothing, that's what my point is.
I look at her and all I can do is smile, as in admiring a unique work of art.
But man.. If you got to stand next to her, you'll be smiling like an idiot too.
I swear, she takes the road less traveled straight to my heart.
But that's cool, cause she's the only one I'm happy to let through.