All I ever wanted was to talk to you,
Make you laugh and smile,
I never thought I would feel this way,
Your smile is brighter than the sun,
Your hugs are warm and comforting,
Your body temperature is like magma,
I longed to make you happy,
Promised each other we would always be there,
Something stirred deep inside,
Like waking a long sleeping dragon,
Feelings started to surface,
I wouldnt let you go,
I couldnt let you go,
You felt like the night sky,
Held my heart when it was breaking,
I tried to hold yours,
Keep you happy,
You helped me heal when times were hard,
I trusted you implicitly,
I gave you all I had,
Just to make you smile,
Just to make you happy,
Just to be your friend,
Im sorry that I wasnt good enough,
Im sorry that I cared,
I hate what has become of us,
The rift in between,
I feel as far away form you as Pluto,
At the furthest orbital point,
You took my heart and broke it,
You did the one thing I asked you not to,
You burnt bridges we had built,
You destroyed my happiness,
Hurt me in ways I never thought possible,
I want to forgive you,
Because I care,
Im just not sure I can,
I let you in,
Deep inside me,
I miss your touch,
I miss the sparkle in your eyes,
I miss your smile,
I miss you,
I feel like a dying star,
Energy that has been expended too quickly,
Rapidly cooling and diminishing,
Solidifying from the outside in,
Fading from something bright,
Becoming part of the darkness,
A solid lump of nothingness.
Te Amo in Aeternum,
Because I have no choice,
Because I cant help it,
Because Im human and I hurt.
I only wish you know,
How much I loved you,
Right from the beginning,
The impact you made when you landed,
From high above,
You fell so far,
Never losing your shine,
The first time I laid eyes on you,
The darkness staring back at me,
We danced and danced,
Orbited each other,
Complementary and clashing,
A comet passed by,
Obscuring the vision,
Leaving a trail of dust and debris,
You fell to earth,
I held you in my arms,
Breathed life into your fading embers,
I gave you my trust,
I thought I had yours,
You exploded in my hands,
Tore me to shreds,
Ripped my heart out,
Left me bleeding and alone,
If you only knew,
How much I had loved you.
you take my heart with you.
sweet talker.
midnight moon.
I know she doesn’t lie when I lie awake.
I hope she will measure the nights between us.
we already have too much space and she has so much more.
she is further from me than you
but still sometimes
she sings me to sleep.
is that a promise?
Keeping my cool
while I sail through
this wormhole
that pierces the fabric
of everything,
not totally certain,
if this is my closing curtain,
‘cause I’m only Carbon,
lonely and starving,
funneling and spiraling
the tunnel keeps turning,
eventually I’ll be burning,
I don’t think I’ll be returning
Home.
It seems like only minutes pass
And then you are gone
Into the nothingness
That surrounds me when you are away
Our hearts fleeting moments
Seem to go by in the blink of an eye
Our desire for one another’s touch
Is only enjoyed in intermittent flashes of time
How we both desperately want to reach out
And take hold of the hands of time
And use them to bend and mold
The very fabric of time and space
Into a continuous shared moment
Within our very own place
Of timeless existence
As I float through space…
By jfarrell
I can only say “WOW!”; and, cry;
Our planet looks so beautiful; so blue;
So much water… So much green;
I cry, over and over;
So much TRUE beauty;
How could I not cry like a baby?
I am being crushed;
All oxygen, all my life;
Sucked from my body; but,
Damn, Earth is SO beautiful;
If this is to be the last thing I ever see
Let me float through space;
Forever.
Algol; red star of light
Shining upper bright.
Eclipsing binary star,
Beta Persei B
Beta Persei A
And being the third star:
Beta Persei C.
Algol meaning ghoul;
Translated as Demon.
Evil reputation
Of all stars in the skyline.
Alpha Tauri:
Red or orange star.
Constellation Taurus,
Being really, really far.
Aldebaran:
The Demon-Star.