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1 anxiety to insomnia Poem 5 121 20 years ago
2 this place Poem 2011 3 278 12 years ago
3 A river of pain Poem 3 210 19 years ago
4 As i pull the trigger Poem 2 125 19 years ago
5 Feeling out of touch Poem 2 91 19 years ago
6 weathered Poem 2011 2 202 12 years ago
7 Living in a dream Poem 2 167 10 years ago
8 So I dream Poem 2 104 19 years ago
9 in the distance Poem 2011 2 368 12 years ago
10 In the face of suicide Poem 2 85 19 years ago
11 Only a dream Poem 2 88 18 years ago
12 Are we alone Poem 2 182 10 years ago
13 Drifting Poem 1 228 10 years ago
14 Against fate Poem 1 116 19 years ago
15 As i wait Poem 1 94 19 years ago
16 The end of me.... Poem 1 167 17 years ago
17 No place to hide Poem 2012 1 171 12 years ago
18 My deep depression Poem 1 101 19 years ago
19 This side of me Poem 2011 1 337 12 years ago
20 Your eyes Poem 2011 1 272 12 years ago
21 So much time alone i write Poem 1 98 19 years ago
22 Inside out Poem 2012 1 205 11 years ago
23 Always alone in the end Poem 1 98 19 years ago
24 What needs to happen Poem 1 107 19 years ago
25 As the stress builds up Poem 1 118 19 years ago
26 Trapped Poem 1 164 13 years ago
27 Falling apart Poem 1 169 16 years ago
28 No sunlight Poem 1 136 10 years ago
29 As it rains Poem 1 179 19 years ago
30 Without you Poem 1 195 19 years ago
31 A turn for the worst Poem 1 99 19 years ago
32 illusion of lies Poem 2011 1 425 12 years ago
33 Untitled -- 3.16.2005 Poem 1 136 19 years ago
34 Door to door Poem 1 146 15 years ago
35 Alone Poem 1 114 19 years ago
36 Just another day Poem 2012 1 172 12 years ago
37 forget Poem 2011 1 226 12 years ago
38 When the alcohol wins Poem 1 82 19 years ago
39 Silent light Poem 2012 1 352 12 years ago
40 Over my head Poem 2011 1 150 12 years ago
41 Darkness within Poem 2012 1 171 12 years ago
42 Follow the spark Poem 2012 1 286 12 years ago
43 This one's for you Poem 1 95 19 years ago
44 Break away Poem 2012 1 162 12 years ago
45 The shadow Poem 1 132 12 years ago
46 When you know Poem 1 167 19 years ago
47 Broken Poem 1 108 19 years ago
48 Image in the mirror Poem 1 269 11 years ago
49 on the inside Poem 2011 1 353 12 years ago
50 Untitled -- 9.2.2006 Poem 1 255 17 years ago
51 Untitled -- 10.24.2006 Poem 1 149 17 years ago
52 Untitled -- 11.21.2004 Poem 1 98 19 years ago
53 Crashing Poem 1 90 19 years ago
54 endure the storm Poem 2011 1 395 12 years ago
55 Suicidal Thoughts Poem 1 105 19 years ago
56 So i am drunk Poem 93 19 years ago
57 Untitled -- 4.8.2007 Poem 133 17 years ago
58 Again to stress Poem 86 19 years ago
59 A reflection of you Poem 89 19 years ago
60 the smile i lost Poem 2011 380 12 years ago
61 What is fate Poem 178 19 years ago
62 Back on my feet Poem 90 19 years ago
63 Step away from the hunger Poem 290 10 years ago
64 Dreams Poem 134 17 years ago
65 Untitled -- 11.5.2006 Poem 227 17 years ago
66 Like a spark Poem 99 19 years ago
67 broken home Poem 2011 403 12 years ago
68 When its too late Poem 101 19 years ago
69 Letting go Poem 114 19 years ago
70 Still Dreaming Poem 140 8 years ago
71 Untitled -- 9.26.2007 Poem 134 16 years ago
72 I wish upon a star Poem 92 19 years ago
73 Addicted to you Poem 89 19 years ago
74 as light fades Poem 2011 415 12 years ago
75 No one but you Poem 91 19 years ago
76 I don't know what to do Poem 103 19 years ago
77 Untitled -- 9.28.2007 Poem 117 16 years ago
78 It's just the way i feel Poem 128 19 years ago
79 here i stand Poem 2011 233 12 years ago
80 As i come to an end Poem 118 19 years ago
81 Hollow inside Poem 184 19 years ago
82 Untitled -- 10.17.2007 Poem 156 16 years ago
83 Death is calling Poem 149 18 years ago
84 a game of time Poem 2011 296 12 years ago
85 No room to breathe Poem 99 19 years ago
86 Untitled -- 4.2.2005 Poem 191 19 years ago
87 Untitled -- 5.14.2008 Poem 137 16 years ago
88 Free falling Poem 105 19 years ago
89 in this shell Poem 2011 197 12 years ago
90 Into the abyss Poem 104 19 years ago
91 Put me back together Poem 192 19 years ago
92 Untitled -- 7.16.2008 Poem 151 15 years ago
93 Disconnected Poem 101 19 years ago
94 Tragedy of a soul Poem 2011 242 12 years ago
95 No reason Poem 2012 147 12 years ago
96 Now im drunk Poem 108 19 years ago
97 Afraid Poem 168 15 years ago
98 I don't care Poem 220 18 years ago
99 Becomming a part of me Poem 93 19 years ago
100 Dark place Poem 2011 184 12 years ago
101 Internal disaster Poem 2012 176 12 years ago
102 Trapped and alone Poem 77 19 years ago
103 Too drunk to give a shit Poem 157 19 years ago
104 Cold Poem 198 15 years ago
105 thoughts on my mind Poem 89 19 years ago
106 echoes Poem 2011 260 12 years ago
107 My voice Poem 2012 172 12 years ago
108 Lost and blind Poem 94 19 years ago
109 Standing there Poem 98 19 years ago
110 Untitled -- 8.15.2009 Poem 165 14 years ago
111 everlasting emotions Poem 99 19 years ago
112 Going crazy Poem 98 19 years ago
113 lost in the dark Poem 2011 202 12 years ago
114 Untitled -- 6.27.2005 Poem 98 18 years ago
115 Untitled -- 3.17.2007 Poem 147 17 years ago
116 Untitled -- 7.18.2009 Poem 143 14 years ago
117 Long nights of drinking Poem 103 19 years ago
118 Hours Alone Poem 90 19 years ago
119 in the rain Poem 2011 251 12 years ago
120 Mental eclipse Poem 2012 170 12 years ago
121 As i sit Poem 129 19 years ago
122 As i take my last breath Poem 110 19 years ago
123 In solitude Poem 286 15 years ago
124 I think of you Poem 88 19 years ago
125 it's just me Poem 2011 309 12 years ago
126 chaotic polarity Poem 2012 175 12 years ago
127 A connection that i feel Poem 101 19 years ago
128 Untitled -- 8.12.2007 Poem 163 16 years ago
129 Day Dream Poem 261 14 years ago
130 The struggle Poem 146 16 years ago
131 In darkness i lay Poem 97 19 years ago
132 While i was sleeping Poem 2011 168 12 years ago
133 The last Poem 266 12 years ago
134 From time to time Poem 93 19 years ago
135 Just gather Poem 95 19 years ago
136 Untitled -- 8.22.2009 Poem 155 14 years ago
137 So why Poem 104 19 years ago
138 Like a burning fire Poem 121 19 years ago
139 From the outside Poem 2012 160 12 years ago
140 Lost in the croud Poem 214 19 years ago
141 Untitled -- 9.5.2009 Poem 313 14 years ago
142 A Shooting Star Poem 97 19 years ago
143 Long lonely nights Poem 114 19 years ago
144 No salvation Poem 2011 230 12 years ago
145 Separate Poem 2012 152 12 years ago
146 Untitled -- 5.4.2005 Poem 221 19 years ago
147 I reach Poem 152 14 years ago
148 Without me Poem 97 18 years ago
149 No place to fit Poem 82 19 years ago
150 An empty space Poem 2012 133 12 years ago
151 Lingering on the past Poem 108 19 years ago
152 Im sorry Poem 120 19 years ago
153 Untitled -- 9.12.2009 Poem 140 14 years ago
154 Untitled -- 8.22.2006 Poem 165 17 years ago
155 Off the path Poem 103 19 years ago
156 Insomnia Poem 2012 217 12 years ago
157 That fire Poem 2012 273 12 years ago
158 Trying to forget Poem 101 18 years ago
159 A song stuck in my head Poem 100 18 years ago
160 The pain Poem 157 14 years ago
161 Slipping away Poem 212 18 years ago
162 Show me how to live Poem 98 19 years ago
163 Just a smile Poem 2012 155 12 years ago
164 Why me Poem 2012 150 12 years ago
165 Untitled -- 2.18.2007 Poem 164 17 years ago
166 Lost and behind Poem 177 18 years ago
167 Rock bottom Poem 138 14 years ago
168 Fallen angel Poem 194 15 years ago
169 Polar dysfunction Poem 2012 145 12 years ago
170 Real Poem 2012 163 11 years ago
171 My self destruction Poem 100 18 years ago
172 As my world begins to shake Poem 95 19 years ago
173 It feels like the end Poem 156 13 years ago
174 scott Poem 236 16 years ago
175 The gravity of love Poem 105 19 years ago
176 On the edge Poem 2012 173 12 years ago
177 To the edge Poem 108 18 years ago
178 My only escape Poem 110 19 years ago
179 hell Poem 2011 213 12 years ago
180 Alone yet again Poem 109 19 years ago
181 When everything falls Poem 88 19 years ago
182 No end Poem 2012 178 11 years ago
183 Forever sleep Poem 111 18 years ago
184 No faith and no hope Poem 98 19 years ago
185 red to black Poem 2011 286 12 years ago
186 Wherever my dreams may go Poem 112 19 years ago
187 Where i hide Poem 92 19 years ago
188 December begin Poem 180 11 years ago
189 Untitled -- 10.22.2006 Poem 142 17 years ago
190 Untitled -- 9.28.2007 Poem 126 16 years ago
191 my shame Poem 2011 403 12 years ago
192 How should it be Poem 105 19 years ago
193 Thoughtless clouds Poem 152 11 years ago
194 Alone i break Poem 136 18 years ago
195 Untitled -- 7.24.2005 Poem 121 18 years ago
196 Trying to stay strong Poem 227 19 years ago
197 this black hole Poem 2011 442 12 years ago
198 A mountain i cannot pass Poem 124 19 years ago
199 I am nobody Poem 92 19 years ago
200 Alone Poem 132 11 years ago
201 Today Poem 236 18 years ago
202 When depression sets in Poem 109 18 years ago
203 Untitled -- 3.18.2006 Poem 143 18 years ago
204 it's all in you're head Poem 2011 257 12 years ago
205 Reborn Poem 90 19 years ago
206 Paint the portrait Poem 109 11 years ago
207 To an end Poem 120 18 years ago
208 Listen to the voices Poem 111 18 years ago
209 When the darkness comes Poem 90 19 years ago
210 no shelter from the shelter Poem 2011 248 12 years ago
211 As i go on alone Poem 112 19 years ago
212 Not in the mood tonight Poem 79 19 years ago
213 That's life Poem 130 11 years ago
214 Drink it all away Poem 128 18 years ago
215 Crumbling down Poem 214 18 years ago
216 Just another night Poem 89 19 years ago
217 waste of space Poem 2011 240 12 years ago
218 Only you Poem 89 19 years ago
219 Adrift in the wind Poem 103 19 years ago
220 Who am i Poem 136 11 years ago
221 Starting over Poem 136 18 years ago
222 Untitled -- 10.23.2005 Poem 97 18 years ago
223 In the depths of my soul Poem 105 19 years ago
224 this fear Poem 2011 280 12 years ago
225 Alone here Poem 88 19 years ago
226 Emptiness Poem 265 11 years ago
227 Are you still out there Poem 222 17 years ago
228 Untitled -- 11.26.2005 Poem 138 18 years ago
229 Awake but not Poem 220 19 years ago
230 how the story goes Poem 2011 285 12 years ago
231 I can only dream Poem 106 19 years ago
232 My feelings shall spill Poem 90 19 years ago
233 Straight to the bottom Poem 138 10 years ago
234 Untitled -- 6.20.2006 Poem 168 17 years ago
235 Forget it Poem 258 16 years ago
236 My only release Poem 111 19 years ago
237 Let me in Poem 99 19 years ago
238 December rain Poem 270 10 years ago
239 Untitled -- 8.30.2006 Poem 137 17 years ago
240 Untitled -- 1.9.2006 Poem 97 18 years ago
241 Caught in an endless loop Poem 88 19 years ago
242 end this pain Poem 2011 287 12 years ago
243 What could be better Poem 130 19 years ago
244 Let it rain Poem 96 18 years ago
245 Untitled -- 9.3.2006 Poem 251 17 years ago
246 Understanding Poem 153 18 years ago
247 Tears Poem 146 18 years ago
248 a time to change Poem 2011 233 12 years ago
249 As i struggle Poem 124 19 years ago
250 Holding you tight Poem 122 19 years ago