Awake but not
Dreaming on though
What have i fought
Drifting through the masses
Fading as the time passes
Forget the reality
It just leads to my fatality
My head is too fucked for normality
Now i just float
Disintegrating on another note
My ship has sunk and i am bailing boat
So i hope you will look back and gloat
As the alchohol is my soap
I have nother to fallll back
Taking in all the flak
Too many daays to keep track
It is contiousness i am beginning to lack
As i lay down to die
Let my sould float away and fly
Let my end be known to suicide
Ive forgot it all
My head is spinnin
As i fall
Everyone stares grinnin
Forgeting about the bell that was rang
ending it all with a bang