it's almost 4am
I can't sleep
In the blur i swam
In a dream so deep
Every day the same
I just want to go back to bed
To sleep so i can dream again
I can't escape thoughts black and red
Save me no one can
Things that could never be said
Fear that i would drown
I can't get these thoughts out of my head
I can never be free it's all around
I am awake but i am not
Eyes open but im dreaming
All the useless feelings i never caught
I smile but inside im screaming
When will it end
When can i go back to sleep
I don't know if i can
It's almost 4am