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1 One way or another Poem 98 18 years ago
2 Rock bottom Poem 137 14 years ago
3 I just don't know Poem 120 19 years ago
4 Polar dysfunction Poem 2012 144 12 years ago
5 Why bother with me Poem 180 19 years ago
6 My only friend Poem 106 19 years ago
7 Into silence Poem 193 17 years ago
8 It feels like the end Poem 156 13 years ago
9 Mistake Poem 94 18 years ago
10 On the edge Poem 2012 173 12 years ago
11 Anxiety building inside Poem 84 19 years ago
12 Fear not Poem 298 10 years ago
13 Such negative thoughts Poem 84 19 years ago
14 My final words Poem 140 18 years ago
15 hell Poem 2011 213 12 years ago
16 Even when i drink Poem 98 19 years ago
17 Untitled -- 7.3.2006 Poem 251 17 years ago
18 Burning inside Poem 165 10 years ago
19 Why bother Poem 87 19 years ago
20 red to black Poem 2011 285 12 years ago
21 Thoughts of darkness Poem 194 19 years ago
22 Just maybe Poem 192 19 years ago
23 Broken wings Poem 139 10 years ago
24 Let me cry Poem 93 19 years ago
25 my shame Poem 2011 403 12 years ago
26 So i am drunk Poem 93 19 years ago
27 Alone i break Poem 136 18 years ago
28 Again to stress Poem 84 19 years ago
29 this black hole Poem 2011 441 12 years ago
30 A reflection of you Poem 86 19 years ago
31 What is fate Poem 178 19 years ago
32 Back on my feet Poem 89 19 years ago
33 Today Poem 233 18 years ago
34 Step away from the hunger Poem 287 10 years ago
35 Untitled -- 11.5.2006 Poem 225 17 years ago
36 it's all in you're head Poem 2011 255 12 years ago
37 Like a spark Poem 97 19 years ago
38 When its too late Poem 100 19 years ago
39 Letting go Poem 113 19 years ago
40 To an end Poem 119 17 years ago
41 Still Dreaming Poem 139 8 years ago
42 I wish upon a star Poem 90 19 years ago
43 no shelter from the shelter Poem 2011 245 12 years ago
44 Addicted to you Poem 87 19 years ago
45 No one but you Poem 88 19 years ago
46 I don't know what to do Poem 102 19 years ago
47 Drink it all away Poem 128 17 years ago
48 It's just the way i feel Poem 128 19 years ago
49 waste of space Poem 2011 239 12 years ago
50 As i come to an end Poem 117 19 years ago
51 Hollow inside Poem 184 19 years ago
52 Starting over Poem 135 17 years ago
53 Death is calling Poem 147 18 years ago
54 this fear Poem 2011 279 12 years ago
55 No room to breathe Poem 98 19 years ago
56 Untitled -- 4.2.2005 Poem 191 19 years ago
57 Are you still out there Poem 221 17 years ago
58 Free falling Poem 104 19 years ago
59 how the story goes Poem 2011 285 12 years ago
60 Into the abyss Poem 104 19 years ago
61 Put me back together Poem 192 19 years ago
62 Untitled -- 6.20.2006 Poem 167 17 years ago
63 Disconnected Poem 98 19 years ago
64 No reason Poem 2012 145 12 years ago
65 Now im drunk Poem 106 19 years ago
66 Untitled -- 8.30.2006 Poem 133 17 years ago
67 I don't care Poem 220 18 years ago
68 end this pain Poem 2011 285 12 years ago
69 Becomming a part of me Poem 91 19 years ago
70 Trapped and alone Poem 76 19 years ago
71 Internal disaster Poem 2012 174 12 years ago
72 Too drunk to give a shit Poem 156 19 years ago
73 Untitled -- 9.3.2006 Poem 248 17 years ago
74 thoughts on my mind Poem 88 19 years ago
75 a time to change Poem 2011 233 12 years ago
76 Lost and blind Poem 93 19 years ago
77 My voice Poem 2012 172 12 years ago
78 Standing there Poem 95 19 years ago
79 everlasting emotions Poem 98 19 years ago
80 Going crazy Poem 95 19 years ago
81 Untitled -- 6.27.2005 Poem 97 18 years ago
82 Untitled -- 3.17.2007 Poem 146 17 years ago
83 Untitled -- 10.26.2006 Poem 135 17 years ago
84 Long nights of drinking Poem 103 19 years ago
85 alone Poem 2011 398 12 years ago
86 Hours Alone Poem 89 19 years ago
87 As i sit Poem 127 19 years ago
88 Mental eclipse Poem 2012 169 12 years ago
89 As i take my last breath Poem 109 19 years ago
90 Untitled -- 11.21.2006 Poem 146 17 years ago
91 my suicide Poem 2011 456 12 years ago
92 I think of you Poem 86 19 years ago
93 A connection that i feel Poem 98 19 years ago
94 chaotic polarity Poem 2012 174 12 years ago
95 Untitled -- 8.12.2007 Poem 162 16 years ago
96 Untitled -- 12.13.2006 Poem 160 17 years ago
97 The struggle Poem 146 16 years ago
98 better days Poem 2011 365 12 years ago
99 In darkness i lay Poem 95 19 years ago
100 From time to time Poem 92 19 years ago
101 The last Poem 266 12 years ago
102 Just gather Poem 93 19 years ago
103 Untitled -- 3.22.2007 Poem 157 17 years ago
104 So why Poem 103 19 years ago
105 behind these walls Poem 2011 368 12 years ago
106 Like a burning fire Poem 121 19 years ago
107 From the outside Poem 2012 158 12 years ago
108 Lost in the croud Poem 212 19 years ago
109 Untitled -- 4.8.2007 Poem 132 17 years ago
110 A Shooting Star Poem 95 19 years ago
111 the smile i lost Poem 2011 378 12 years ago
112 Long lonely nights Poem 114 19 years ago
113 Separate Poem 2012 150 12 years ago
114 Dreams Poem 134 17 years ago
115 Without me Poem 96 18 years ago
116 broken home Poem 2011 400 12 years ago
117 No place to fit Poem 81 19 years ago
118 An empty space Poem 2012 132 12 years ago
119 Im sorry Poem 118 19 years ago
120 Lingering on the past Poem 105 18 years ago
121 Untitled -- 9.26.2007 Poem 134 16 years ago
122 Untitled -- 8.22.2006 Poem 163 17 years ago
123 as light fades Poem 2011 412 12 years ago
124 Off the path Poem 100 19 years ago
125 That fire Poem 2012 273 11 years ago
126 A song stuck in my head Poem 99 18 years ago
127 Trying to forget Poem 99 18 years ago
128 Untitled -- 9.28.2007 Poem 117 16 years ago
129 Slipping away Poem 212 18 years ago
130 here i stand Poem 2011 231 12 years ago
131 Show me how to live Poem 96 19 years ago
132 Why me Poem 2012 149 11 years ago
133 Lost and behind Poem 176 18 years ago
134 Untitled -- 2.18.2007 Poem 163 17 years ago
135 Untitled -- 10.17.2007 Poem 155 16 years ago
136 Fallen angel Poem 192 15 years ago
137 a game of time Poem 2011 294 12 years ago
138 Real Poem 2012 160 11 years ago
139 As my world begins to shake Poem 94 19 years ago
140 My self destruction Poem 98 18 years ago
141 Untitled -- 5.14.2008 Poem 135 15 years ago
142 scott Poem 236 16 years ago
143 in this shell Poem 2011 196 12 years ago
144 The gravity of love Poem 103 19 years ago
145 My only escape Poem 109 19 years ago
146 To the edge Poem 107 18 years ago
147 Untitled -- 7.16.2008 Poem 151 15 years ago
148 Alone yet again Poem 107 19 years ago
149 Tragedy of a soul Poem 2011 242 12 years ago
150 When everything falls Poem 85 19 years ago
151 No end Poem 2012 175 11 years ago
152 No faith and no hope Poem 97 19 years ago
153 Forever sleep Poem 110 18 years ago
154 Afraid Poem 167 15 years ago
155 Wherever my dreams may go Poem 111 19 years ago
156 Dark place Poem 2011 183 12 years ago
157 Where i hide Poem 89 19 years ago
158 December begin Poem 179 11 years ago
159 Untitled -- 9.28.2007 Poem 126 16 years ago
160 Untitled -- 10.22.2006 Poem 141 17 years ago
161 Cold Poem 198 15 years ago
162 How should it be Poem 104 19 years ago
163 echoes Poem 2011 259 12 years ago
164 Thoughtless clouds Poem 151 11 years ago
165 Trying to stay strong Poem 225 19 years ago
166 Untitled -- 7.24.2005 Poem 119 18 years ago
167 Untitled -- 8.15.2009 Poem 163 14 years ago
168 A mountain i cannot pass Poem 123 19 years ago
169 lost in the dark Poem 2011 201 12 years ago
170 I am nobody Poem 88 19 years ago
171 Alone Poem 129 11 years ago
172 Untitled -- 3.18.2006 Poem 142 18 years ago
173 When depression sets in Poem 108 18 years ago
174 Untitled -- 7.18.2009 Poem 142 14 years ago
175 in the rain Poem 2011 250 12 years ago
176 Reborn Poem 87 19 years ago
177 Paint the portrait Poem 109 11 years ago
178 When the darkness comes Poem 88 19 years ago
179 Listen to the voices Poem 110 18 years ago
180 In solitude Poem 285 15 years ago
181 As i go on alone Poem 112 19 years ago
182 it's just me Poem 2011 309 12 years ago
183 Not in the mood tonight Poem 76 19 years ago
184 That's life Poem 127 11 years ago
185 Just another night Poem 88 19 years ago
186 Crumbling down Poem 212 18 years ago
187 Day Dream Poem 258 14 years ago
188 Only you Poem 87 19 years ago
189 While i was sleeping Poem 2011 168 12 years ago
190 Adrift in the wind Poem 101 19 years ago
191 Who am i Poem 133 11 years ago
192 In the depths of my soul Poem 105 19 years ago
193 Untitled -- 10.23.2005 Poem 95 18 years ago
194 Untitled -- 8.22.2009 Poem 154 14 years ago
195 Alone here Poem 84 19 years ago
196 Emptiness Poem 265 11 years ago
197 Awake but not Poem 220 19 years ago
198 Untitled -- 11.26.2005 Poem 135 18 years ago
199 Untitled -- 9.5.2009 Poem 312 14 years ago
200 I can only dream Poem 103 19 years ago
201 No salvation Poem 2011 229 12 years ago
202 My feelings shall spill Poem 87 19 years ago
203 Straight to the bottom Poem 136 10 years ago
204 Forget it Poem 258 16 years ago
205 I reach Poem 149 14 years ago
206 My only release Poem 108 19 years ago
207 Let me in Poem 97 19 years ago
208 December rain Poem 270 10 years ago
209 Caught in an endless loop Poem 87 19 years ago
210 Untitled -- 1.9.2006 Poem 97 18 years ago
211 Untitled -- 9.12.2009 Poem 140 14 years ago
212 What could be better Poem 129 19 years ago
213 Insomnia Poem 2012 216 12 years ago
214 Let it rain Poem 95 18 years ago
215 Tears Poem 146 18 years ago
216 Understanding Poem 152 18 years ago
217 The pain Poem 156 14 years ago
218 As i struggle Poem 123 19 years ago
219 Just a smile Poem 2012 152 12 years ago
220 Holding you tight Poem 119 19 years ago
221 Masters of the universe Poem 140 10 years ago
222 So this is goodbye Poem 200 19 years ago
223 Devouring light Poem 155 10 years ago
224 A time for change Poem 146 18 years ago
225 Untitled -- 5.17.2010 Poem 173 13 years ago
226 With the night Poem 2012 176 12 years ago
227 A system of control Poem 151 10 years ago
228 Untitled -- 11.13.2005 Poem 94 18 years ago
229 Untitled -- 12.15.2006 Poem 155 17 years ago
230 found again Poem 2011 251 12 years ago
231 Untitled -- 2.27.2005 Poem 86 19 years ago
232 Season of change Poem 200 18 years ago
233 Thoughts of you Poem 157 17 years ago
234 what next Poem 2011 369 12 years ago
235 How i wish someone was there Poem 98 19 years ago
236 Untitled -- 3.3.2005 Poem 191 19 years ago
237 Fire in the sky Poem 119 10 years ago
238 Letting go Poem 109 19 years ago
239 drawing a blank Poem 2011 229 12 years ago
240 If only Poem 98 18 years ago
241 Im giving up Poem 215 19 years ago
242 Light the tunnel Poem 152 10 years ago
243 Weep and sorrow Poem 97 19 years ago
244 in my mind Poem 2011 387 12 years ago
245 Floating away Poem 96 19 years ago
246 Untitled -- 4.17.2006 Poem 157 18 years ago
247 End of time Poem 292 10 years ago
248 Alone 2 Poem 105 19 years ago
249 can't save me now Poem 2011 378 12 years ago
250 Wandering soul Poem 126 17 years ago