I sit in bed and lay awake
A depression i just cannot shake
I run away from what went wrong
Only to be alone for so long
Strong desires held back by fear
I want to be anywhere but here
Alone time goes by so slow
Leaving behind what i will never know
Afraid of fear, Afraid of change
Thoughts and feelings rearrange
I don't know how things became so bad
I don't know how i became so sad