Mountains and valleys
Holding chill and sweat.
Deserts and oases
Lacking and flooding life.
Nightmares and dreamscapes
Of terror and wonder.
Up then down
And up again.
Pillaged and
Plundering yet.
Exalted
And salty still.
Ups and downs,
Backs and forths,
Joys and pains,
Peaks and troughs.
Frequencies
And wavelengths
Not only of
Life and death,
But of here
And after,
Before here,
And hereafter.
Sines of life.
Elvin and Leroy were baseball players
From the time they were six years old
And best friends since the early days
A million baseball stories to be told
Their entire lives had been consumed
By the game of baseball which they
Played together all through school
Then pro-Negro league as Blue Jays
Even in retirement baseball was key
Games at the ball park and on the t.v.
Indeed – it was a sad day when Elvin
Passed away from a cardio infraction
Poor Leroy was hurt and felt so alone
He had always had Elvin by his side
And now without – was totally thrown
Unable to handle that Elvin had died
Leroy missed Elvin so much that he
Kept talking to him – always his plea
“Please let me know how you’re doing
So I can quit all my silly brooding”
But nothing – no answer from Elvin
Until late one night – in the kitchen
Leroy was talking - asking his friend
For a message – some sign to be sent
Leroy was sitting at the table and
Heard Elvin so asked – “that you man”
Without hesitation the voice of Elvin
Clear as day – “It’s me – good friend”
Leroy was both shocked and ecstatic
He started talking and then did ask
About baseball in heaven – and Elvin
Said – “Leroy – it really is heaven”
“They got baseball everywhere and
You should see the fields and parks
Just like we used to dream and plan
And got beautiful lights after dark”
“That is wonderful news” – said Leroy
“Wonderful – is there any bad news”
Elvin began tentatively – “well old boy
There is some bad news I brought you”
“What bad news - Elvin ” – Leroy asked
“Tell me – whatever - be what it might “
So Leroy started slow then said it fast
“Elvin - you’re pitchin’ tomorrow night”
The moss burns so easily
So quickly
The leaves just so
The twigs the same
The logs a little slower
The piles of them slower still
But still they burn
To ash
But i won't
Did you see the nothingness
Taste your dreams delight
Feel the pain of helplessness
Diving head first into the night
Which is my reality?
The here
The now
Or where?
If only you could come with me
I could show you
But beware
One day through the dark mist
The Here
The Now
Or where
My soul will merge
Gently stop
And end this life's despair?
© Tony McNally
hallways and no doors lit by a lightless beam, leading you through caressing corridors and 7 minute walks. absent doors slam with emotion and missing bulbs strobe with pulses of hope that there may be something to hold onto. as the walkway slants down to the clouds, you imagine what this walk holds for you in 6 more minutes. counting down you see the strobes lessening, the slams softening and begin to relax. at 5 minutes youve reached euphoria. nothing can take you from this. outside of your body the clock counts down, inside it has no existence. still not wanting to face your last 4 minutes you close your eyes. in split seconds your entire life passes before you, reminding you everything has a meaning. 3 more minutes you say. but no ones listening, you shouldve known that. forgotten memories resurface, showing their mangled features. tightening your eyes the angelic dust forms a 2, keeping your mind on the task at hand. now standing completely paralyzed, you ask "why couldnt i have changed this?". you see the hallway is gone and you realize your descent. 1 more minute. trying to brace yourself for the coming. counting down you assign the most cherished memories to every second. every second holding a sacred moment youll now never forget.
কি যে হবে মরণের পর?
পারব কি দিতে মুঙ্কার নাকিরের প্রশ্নের উত্তর,
ঐ সাড়ে তিন হাত মাটির ঘরে, ইয়া আল্লাহ্,
যে ঘরে নেই কোনও দরজা জানালা!
জেনে না জেনে কত যে করেছি গুনাহ,
জানেন তা এই পৃথিবীর মালিক আল্লাহ্,
হয়তো তিনি করবেন গুনাহ মাফ উদারভাবে,
হয়তো বা নরকের বাসিন্দা হয়েই থাকতে হবে!
এই ফুলের মত নশ্বর জীবনে কিছু ভালো কাজ করে যেতে পারলে,
নিজের পায়ের নিচের মাটি কিছুটা হলেও শক্ত হবে পরকালে!
A candle flickering in silence
Dancing in the calm of night
Shadows fade into memory
As darkness encompasses light
Lying in wait
For the last breath of fall
Breaking into the gentle cloak of winter
This is solace
The place where the greatest of man
Sits in ecstasy
Where the mightiest have given way
To the glory of Elysium
Heroes among the scores of man
Gracing the hallow halls of this
The most sacred of destinations
Staring into the eyes of creation
As they accept their final embrace
I have an unknown friend, who lives in the sky
Why I question him, I do not know why
I should not go to look for him, they say
But I know he'll want to look for me someday
I wonder, I ponder, even as I sleep
I dare not awake, for I have gone too deep
But again, the sun calls to another abrupt wake
Alone again, to find an answer for my sake
I take another step foward, for this I will fight
Forever wrapped in this question, how it echoes through the burning light
The title is the truth,
such a man, oh, how he fought
to win, to find another front,
to rally, to dare new untested methods,
methods that hurt both sides
but he never gave up
surrender, not an option
My Uncle Is Dying.
ten years, rounded down
I watched him fight, and fight
so many times the victor,
that this is not fair,
but life is not fair is it...
this once bear of a man
so small now, so frail...
and the enemy has him...
there will be no knives
no operations, or sessions
only advice, make your peace,...
spend time with the closest
let known your last wishes...
so few tomorrows...
But on to what comes next...
You're simply going back home
you've fought and struggled this life enough
rest now, and take with you our love,
until the day of our own,
then we will meet again,...
so few tomorrows...
So I need to say a few things...
First off, thank you Uncle Bobby...
For showing the magic of the back country,...
for fighting as long and hard as you have,...
and for being my uncle...
We will miss you...
until the day we get to come home too.