I believe in me!
they said that i was slow and not so very bright
they never once thought that i 'd put up a fight
to them i have no chance to be happy or carefree
but no matter what they say i believe in me
in school i was put down because i didnt fit in
but i was so determined to never let them win
they were all so very cruel and never once letup
but still i carried on never once did i give-up
then i married him with his oh so angry hands
he was so very violent with all of his demands
and then one day it happened i had been set free
and no matter how you slice it i still believe in me!
I don't wear wool cuz it shrinks too much
and it always makes me itch
I'm just sitting here so out of touch
might as well be in a ditch
The sound of my own words take a spin
and they almost make me cringe
I guess I just don't care anymore
and I seem to be unhinged
Maybe I'll crinkle this paper up
and start all over again
I'll get some wood and make a bonfire
and I'll roast these words...til then...
Let's try to be chilled...enjoy the night
pretend that things will be allright
We have free will...you know that's right
Believe that things will be allright
Believe that things will be allright
Belive that things will be allright....
"The Castle was gigantic.
Expansive, was it's wide thrust,
filled with cracks, crevices and uneven bricks
pock-marked with mortar turning to dust.
Inside the deep recess
was a dormant terror,
up in it's highest tower,
a princess lived, none fairer.
But both were locked up,
the furnace inside the gargantuan beast
kept the Castle warm,
the ovens hot, promoting many a feast.
But lest the monster
breaks its shackles!
As once had happened before,
the quest none could tackle.
Knight after knight
fell to the flame,
the winged lizard licking tongues
of fire all about, untamed.
Many an arrow was shot
from hunters brave,
but no purchase for any arrow
was, by the monster hide, gave.
Spear was no better,
having been thrown hard and true,
but not a single mighty heft
would force a metal tip through.
Then one day,
the princess who lived above,
just asked, 'give me a chance!',
but her father would allow no tug.
So that night,
while the great serpent ravaged the land,
she scaled down her tall tower
with the most daring plan.
She crept along the meadow,
in the cold of the moonlit night,
and up the the snoozing beast
she stomped her boot with all her might.
The beast sprung up,
startled awake by such a petite thing,
but before he bellowed flame,
she started to sing.
Sweetly, softly,
she sang out her heart,
and through spirit, ripped hers out,
and handed it over, so that they'd never be apart.
Since then,
the two remain locked up with no regret.
The land has since healed.
But many don't forget.
Of the Girl and her Wyrm,
the star-crossed lovers never meant to be.
And how through love and song
she saved all the eye could ever see."
September.8.2000
Trisha Barrek Hopkins
Love gets me all the time
It never fails
No this isn't a line
To make you believe me I'll walk on nails
Once I decide I'm going to be alone
Be all by myself and cry
Once I decide I'm making my heart all stone
Wishing that I could die
Love came around
And changes everything
It pops up on me without a sound
And God...Love he decides to bring
It's charming
It's sweet
And so alarming
No one can beat
Love never seems to be harming
Love just pops up one day
Takes away the rain
Shocks me to the point
I don't know what to say
Love even takes away my throbbing pain
I don't know what I'm going to do
But I'm very greatful
That love can be to me
So true
And to treat me like I'm no fool
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October-19-1998
Trisha Barrek Hopkins
All these lies
I'm getting sick of them
Sometimes I think I should say my good-byes
They are growing so fast like an infested stem
You tell me one thing
Then you tell me another
Your promises you never bring
It's amazing we're still together
I try to hold on
But you make me so mad
To the point I can"ttake it anymore
Letting go will only make me sad
These lies and promises are becoming a bore
I love you too much
But all these lies got to leave
Even though I'll miss your soft gentle touch
One day I'll be gone then you'll believe
That I got fed up with all these lies
It became too much
No more kissing
No more blue skies
You'll be missing
No more lies
Stop before it's to late
Stop before I lose all fate
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October.19.1998
Trisha M. Barrek Hopkins
All these lies
I'm getting sick of them
Sometimes I think I should say my good-byes
They are growing so fast like an infested stem
You tell me one thing
Then you tell me another
Your promises you never bring
It's amazing we're still together
I try to hold on
But you make me so mad
To the point I can't take it anymore
Letting go will only make me sad
These lies and promises are becoming a bore
I love you too much
But all these lies got to leave
Even though I'll miss your soft gentle touch
One day I'll be gone then you'll believe
That i got fed up with all these lies
It became too much
no more kissing
No more blue skies
You'll be missing
No more lies
Stop now before it's too late
Stop before I lose all fate
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October-2-2000
Trisha M. Barrek Hopkins
The day you begin to live
Is the day you start to die
Things you see aren't what you believe
Even the first tear you cry
Is already the thing of the past
The hardest you try
You cant make the day last
The day you take your first breath
Is the day you gasp for air
Trying to figure out whats next
The sound of angels is what you hear
Before you know it you're old
So treat this day as it was your last
Because before you are told
You'll be the thing of the past
God put you through this test
To see if you pass
Soon enough you'll be putting your body to rest
The heart beat you heard it'll be over real fast
The devil will try to take your soul
But to let you see the light
God will make it his goal
To keep it shining bright
The day you begin to live
Is the day you start to die
So live your life like you want
Because getting older will soon be by your side
Soon enough you'll realize you'll see
Your ghostly soul will start to haunt
Here on this earth in person you'll no longer be
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And I push the boundless limits
To reach the unreachable, within
Leaping amid countless thoughts
With time that forever bends.
The outline of voices fall deeply,
On wishing ears so eager.
No longer a sound quite perfect.
Tainted retentions, left meager.
Out of tune with the non-existing.
Out of range with the remaining.
The stars; directing my following feet
Endlessly looking up, but straining.
I swallow my deepest terrors
And let the light shelter skin.
Once more, voices like puzzles,
Will be whole again.
Now listen to what I have to say
For the wicked hide in the shadows of this day
You know nothing of what is of me
You may know the color of my eyes
But not of what they are capable to see
Now here, I've warned this upon you
For not every smile is ever true
Everything is not set in stone
You may say there is an answer
When nothing is completely known
Close your eyes, please understand
That what you may rely on is a blood-thirsty hand
Unknown of what they truly are
Watch think before you turn and talk
Someone so close to you can be so far
So remember before you go on and say
"But why would anyone do this to me anyway?"
Human nature can be full of evil and greed
Unwatched, A monster born within the shadows, full only of self pleasure and need.