With every drip and every drop
The sky cries down in seclusion
Searching for eyes to notice
Blue skies, the ultimate illusion
She screams to the silence
A thunderous noise that carries
Her wounded longing call,
Thirsty eyes, she’d marry
Her rolling clouds distract
From the storm brewing inside
Trying to disguise her feelings
But no longer can they hide
The winds gain spiteful speed
Her furious winds circle round
Lifting heads and hearts
Wreaking havoc on the ground
All her stars she wished upon
Faded into crumbling ashes
A dying desire for affection
That only ended in her lashes
As the gloomy madness concludes
Her vibrate blues come to play
Covering up her sadness
To unleash on another day
Lizbeth insisted
on us going
to the small church again
we walked
as she had parked
her bike
by the shed door
at the back
of the cottage
it seems longer
when you walk it
she said
same length
different speed
I said
she'd put on
her short black dress
for some reason
not fitting
for this kind
of countryside
her shoes had mud
on them already
where a tractor
had deposited it
all along
the narrow road
don't you have
buses here?
she asked
once a week
I said
Saturdays
2 hours
to do your shopping
in town
then back
2 hours?
she said
I need longer
than that to shop
that's all there is
I said
I hate the countryside
she said
the smell
the quiet
the emptiness
the silly blue sky
and those puffy
white clouds
she seemed annoyed
Benny
how do you stick it?
it's ok
I like it
it has a sense
of peace here
and there are birds
to study and butterflies
O my god
Lizbeth said
I’d die
of boredom here
you'd find me stiff
in some corn field
or whatever shit
grows in these fields
we walked on
in a uneasy silence
for a while
what's she like?
Lizbeth said
who?
I asked
that girl
who lives near you
the girl with
the long straight black hair
and a face like a virgin
I knew who she meant
but I said nothing
but pretended
not to know
she lives near me?
I said
yes
well she gets on
your school van
in the mornings
and afternoons
always dresses
like she's going
to a funeral
I see her
in the girl's playground
little Miss No Mates
O you mean Jane
I said
she's good
we have long walks together
and she knows a lot
about nature and birds
and butterflies and beetles
and so on
you walk with her?
Lizbeth said
sure
we often go for walks
when its fine and warm
what do you do?
is she up for it?
up for what?
you know
sex?
Lizbeth spat out
the last word
as if
it were too hot
for her tongue
we don't think
about that
kind of thing
I said
Lizbeth looked at me
with raised eyebrows
thought not
she said
we walked up
the narrow lane
to the church
sunlight warming
our heads and backs
if the church is empty
maybe we can
she said
can what?
I said
you know
have S E X
I looked
at the church
appearing above
the hedgerow
and hoped to God
someone was there
some visitor
or vicar
or anyone
to save my day
and stop her fun.
I have an unknown friend, who lives in the sky
Why I question him, I do not know why
I should not go to look for him, they say
But I know he'll want to look for me someday
I wonder, I ponder, even as I sleep
I dare not awake, for I have gone too deep
But again, the sun calls to another abrupt wake
Alone again, to find an answer for my sake
I take another step foward, for this I will fight
Forever wrapped in this question, how it echoes through the burning light
The waves of magnolias bear no comparison to the complexity of your eyes,
Your hair of velvet flowing in the wind like a thousand silent seas.
As nightfall burns like quiet embers, the stars stare at us through evergreens.
Compassion so fortifying, so vital, it writes perfection in the skies.
The way the evergreens encase us in a gridlock of astounding silence,
Forces you to pull me tighter, ever so near.
I assure you, my love, there’s no need to worry, nothing to fear.
You’re here with me, under a billion sleeping diamonds.
Your skin reflects the moonbeams as the stars paint this charcoal night.
Your perplexing beauty in the radiation makes me fall in love more and more.
I’m silent, your innocence igniting my core.
I want to soar above empires, you and I in a weightless flight.
If the skies fall, crashing down like a heavy snow,
I would press my head to your chest, listening to your heart’s slow, calculated beat.
Death can approach with an army, an infinite force, an incalculable fleet,
But I'm here with you, under a flourescent, midnight glow.
Cobalt storms; not azure skies,
predict changing seasons.
Vague ambiance of lies,
waltz with fated reasons.
So tug upon the corners,
try to veil the smile.
Gather all ye mourners,
weep for her awhile.
He knows that she flows,
rivers channel deep.
But ocean's floor below,
caress his troubled sleep.
Golden pair;wounded dreams,
silently entreat.
Moments slide between the screams,
stranded in the heat.
She can't draw inside the lines,
of howling winds deranged.
And up ahead; ominous signs,
the highway looks so strange.
But he can hold her brave will;
in his hands so tenderly,
not even strong enough to still,
his mind she cannot free.
He is the lust to breathe and fly;
his wings stay unused,
within her voice; an angel's sigh,
but the melody, confused.
When questions birth insanity;
saline begs for more.
But he can only hear and see,
the vision behind the door.
And he will toss; and he will turn,
until his eyes are bright.
But in the loss of orgasmic burn,
the other sighs in the night.
He cannot wait; the world is open,
quiet, he leaves the bed.
Heart is faith; pulse is broken,
but his soul must be fed.
With trembling hands;he gasps to feel,
her curves and body light.
Silken strands and he must kneel;
to deliver here tonight.
He hears soft cries;for all too soon,
the other is in pain.
As his soul dies; behind the moon;
denying need again.
Have you ever had to choose;
one over the other?
And you knew that you would lose,
giving up one lover?
Life is a composition;
he strives to hear the source.
He must create; orchestrate,
passion is the the force.
When you read this piece of art;
you may think me wrong.
But I've heard the rhythm of this young man's heart,
and the music keeps him strong.
As he grows closer to his wife;
it's the stuff dreams are made of.
But from now til the end of of his life;
he's alive in guitar love..