I ask myself

Long lost

I ask myself often, what is it about you?
That makes me love you, the way that I do?
No other woman, in all of my life...
Has caused me such joy, and been, the cause of such strife.
There have been many times, I tried to forget you...
But try as I might, it was something, I couldnt do.
Then there were times, I wanted you so bad
But you just ignored me, it drove me crazy mad.
I guess I should mention, about your addictive kiss...
How, when you kiss me, I'm caught in a rush of bliss.
I wish, I could do to you, what you do to me...
Then maybe, just maybe, you would finely see...
To me, your're more beautiful, then all women combined.
And to me also, you're that,  one of a kind...
But how do I get you, to see, as I do?
To see I'm the one, made, especially for you!
How, can I get you, to freely give me your heart?
How can I convince you, we need each other, to start...
To start a life together, that will last, all our lives.
A life built on love and respect, not head-games, and lies.
Am I just wasting my time, should I just walk away?
If I started to go... would you ask me to stay?
Years have passed by, since we first met
How many more will we miss, there's not many left.
Why is it so hard, for you to let your heart try?
Am I not worth the effort, to feel real love inside?
These are the questions, I ask myself everyday.
But getting the answers, it's only you, who has the say...
©PAUL (ChryWizard) Posney 12/31/2019

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Hey you

hey you..
I've thought about you for days, especially
when the rain is
falling...like now and damn how I would love for you to be
here next to
me. your hug will be the cure for my trembling winter nights.
thought about the way you look and the way you stare at me... that stare

was 1 of the things that made me fall in love. I've thought about how

everytime I blink I'll just see ur smile. o man how I love your smile.
about our future enter my mind constantly and I can't stop
thinking about the
lonely life I've been living without you. I see every
else happy but me, I
have so much negativity surrounding me and I can't
wait for the days when you
jus say 'baby it will all be ok' and just knowing you'll say that, will make everything
better. hey you have I ever told u you
take my breath away when you call me
baby..well you do. all the guys I
have thought I loved are nothing compared to
you. breakups and pain were
all I felt before you, but now all of that is long
gone. no more tears
for me and I thank u for that.  just knowing your perfect
for me in each
and every way, drives me crazy. your height your lips the way I
after every kiss. your just so right, I love everything about u, ur just

my type. I want u 2 be my man so badly, I need to be your lady. I need
here now, I can't take this pain daily. just shadows of ur figure is
all I
see. I can't pinpoint who u are but I know for sure you are the one. I
can't wait
till the day you meet my parents and you are the only guy they
actually will ever
like, your mom will see her little boy is in love, and
she'll hug me thankin gme
for making you happy. hey you, my hands awaits
yours..come fill the empty spaces
that are calling your name.. I can't
wait for our endless text messages of just
smiley faces, jus reassuring
each other that we miss each other so much. I
want to go 2 sleep with u
on the phone, I kno it'll make me giggle when I hear the
little noises you
make as your slowly falling asleep. I kno I'll love them so
much. the
aches in my heart when u won't b near me will kill me, but I know wen
look at our pictures together I know that everything will be ok. hey u
u know you are always on my mind. I am cry knowing ur far away from me.
I hate
the songs they play on the radio becuz I can't relate to them
without u. you'll
make my life so much better. I love how u understand me and
you know jus wat to
say. I can fuss like I always do, but I kno you'll always
shut me up wit your
kisses. it is amazing how much I need u so, and u just
don't know.  hey you, love
of my life, wen will I ever meet you. it's been
19 years and I can't take it
anymore. I need you to ease my pain and to
call me your girl. I kno we are
perfect for each other and we belong
together, do you? my heart skips a beat
jus thinking of the day we will
finally meet... I see you.. layin down in bed
right now jus watching tv,
going on with ur life, but did u know that I need you
noww, badly.. in the
future you won't understand what the slightest sight of
your shadow will
do to me .....but if you be with me jus know you'll live a love
that others
can only dream of.. hey you, u are the love of my life... and I
wait till the day we finally meet

Author's Notes/Comments: 

today is 9-29-2015 funny thing is that I am 23 years old now and have been with the love of my life for 4 years and 4 months. (4-2-11) I look back on this poem and I wrote it in december 2010 (so sorry for the way I wrote the words even some might be mispelled but it is original which is what I love.) I actually found him, true love exists! go find your other half. We met on BBM (blackberry) after I was trying to delete my 800+ i saw his picture and wrote "you are handsome" after that destiny did it's thing! we live together , love each other more and more everyday. I look back and i get goosebumps because this poem is exactly for him. life is crazy

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I'm praying this rain from the sky fades away

your cheeks are tear stained as the night turns to grey

wishing on stars that light up the sky

you hide your feelings away and wonder why

no one understands how you feel

are these thoughts make believe or are they real

beneath the water is where you lie

dreaming of tomorrow with bloodshot eyes 

the wind dances through trees once standing so tall

the wind dances through trees as you begin to fall

into the silence where no one hears you scream

into the water where no one sees you dream. 

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plenty more afther and before

Glad I'm done with her, no pain no more
Lost a piece of myself
But if it would have went any further
I would have had a better chance of losing my head!

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Facebook offical deleted so I don't have to be reminded every time she posts something of how I was such a bitch. She gave me every sign other than actually saying it! Let my fears get the better of me, this is not going to happen again.


Ugonna Wachuku


Nightingales and whistling
pines are calling my name.


Clouds and shadows are
following my footprints




The way is so silent and lush.
But there are thorns and thistles
in the grass.


There are pink roses and blue
flowers. I walk this road slowly.
I trail my own footprints carefully
because I have been this way before.


I have seen those roses in your
heart before. And now, I do not
need any old time prophet to tell
me how your thorns feel. I do not
need your footprints to show me the
way either:


I will follow mine; even on thistles
and thorns because I have been this
way before. I know the soothing voice
of that noble nightingale on heaven's
pathway so relieving and hopeful.


I know that beckoning, still small
voice in the hollow of my heart.
I know the homely pine's whistling
voice in my ear. Surely, my footprints
are clear enough.

And gladly, I will, certainly,
on this walk home, hear that
refreshing, still small voice
in the pleading hollow of my
humble heart because nightingales
and whistling pines of home are
still calling my eagle-name...


I will be home...
I will gladly be home
for the nightingales
on those homely
whistling pines and
palm trees...


I will gracefully be home.
I surely will because those
inspiring nightingales and
whistling pines of home are
still calling my eagle-name


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