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THE THOUGHTS OF MY HEART

My love for you will always stand
As long as the mountains last
And it will grow forever; deeper and stronger
Like the roots of the red woods
It will never fade
Like the clouds of the sky
It will always shine
As the sun shines off your beautiful face
Our lives are entwined forever
By fault of our hearts being one
I will never say goodbye
Just hello to a new beginning

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This one came from deep inside me.

The Real You

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My Love

Promise me you'll never change
Never disguise who you are
Don't pretend to be someone you're not
Always be yourself
Because I want you to be happy
I want to know the real you

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What I'm Gonna Miss

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Songs

You know darlin’ I have to go
But I’ll be back for you, you know
I had a call, and gave an answer
The wait is eating me like cancer
I hate to leave you, but I must go
So right now I’m gonna show
Just how much you mean to me
When I leave, It’s gonna be:

What I’m gonna miss
Is the love in your kiss
The sunshine in your hair
The feeling when you’re there
The moonlight in your eyes
The teasing little white lies
You know I hate to leave like this
But that’s what I’m gonna miss

It’s time to go, I’m leaving now
And I just don’t know how
I’m gonna live without you
Can’t stop thinking about you
But you know, when I return
This job, well, It can burn
I’ll hold you in my arms
Abandon all life’s charms

Cause what I’m gonna miss
Is the love in your kiss
The sunshine in your hair
The feeling when you’re there
The moonlight in your eyes
The teasing little white lies
You know I hate to leave like this
But that’s what I’m gonna miss

Baby here I am right now
And you just won’t believe how
Thinking about you has kept me alive
Sittin’ on the frontlines, about to dive
Enemies surrounding me on every line
And I’m just waiting, biding my time
Wishing I were home, just kissing you
But instead I’m fighting here missing you

What I really miss
Is the love in your kiss
The sunshine in your hair
The feeling when you’re there
The moonlight in your eyes
The teasing little white lies
You know I hate to be here like this
But that’s what I miss

My last day, can’t wait to find
The girl of my dreams, always on my mind
Fought a war, and saved her from it
Hardest part was to overcome it
Driving down the driveway
You come running my way
Finally hold you, kiss you now
Looking back I don’t know how

All the things that I missed
The love in your kiss
The sunshine in your hair
The feeling when you’re there
The moonlight in your eyes
The teasing little white lies
You know I love to see you like this
Now there’s nothing more that I'm gonna miss

Author's Notes/Comments: 

One of my attempts at a country song.... comment, rate, and enjoy

Love

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Love

It’s strange that I don’t know who you are, I feel as if I did once, but now
you’re just
another
pretty
face in
a grey
world.
Did I know
you? Who
are you?
I think I
know you
from some
place.

 

Oh, yes. A smile, a face, a kiss. There you are. Sorry, I don’t know you
anymore. See, you left me. I'm no longer am yours. I don’t know you,
because you left.                                                          Now you’re just
somebody that I                                                              used to know.
I loved you once, but you threw my love away. I guess I wasn’t good
enough for you; did you ever love me? I don’t know, I just don’t know.

 

 

                                                                            And yet, I still remember
                                                               you as you once were.
                                     You were so beautiful, charming,
                 sweet, lovely. My eye’s never left yours.
There was no-one else in my world but you.
                Everything I did was for you, and I know I had
                                      my flaws. You were my sun by day,
                                                                 my stars by night. You
                                                                          were everything to me.

 

Now, I still hurt. I still remember the pain. I still feel the blow, the heartache,
the suffering.                               But do you                                know what?
I still love                                    you I forgive                          you. I want you
back in my                                  arms. I need                          you. I’ll take you
back; always.                              And I know                                you’re sorry,
but let the                                  past die. All                             I know is that

you love me                                now, and I                                love you too.

Welcome back,                          I remember                                   you now;

 

I love you.

I always
have.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Originally, it spells love with the words, but I guess I can't do that on here. I though I was being clever. :P

Fat and Blame

i've backed myself into the corner again.
i sit there likes it's the only place that ever felt like home.
my troubles replay on an infinite loop.
the more i change the more i end up here.
my hopes are washed away by my tears.
the fears harbor me and i hold them near.
i begged myself to let go of the past, but my chains are pure titanium!

faces and places lose their impact.
i can't remember what i forgot.
all the nonsense makes sense to me.
my thoughts form but never sink in.
i'm treading water but afraid to swim.
i want one person to accept as i am, but no one cares!

i laugh for no reason.
these up's and down's are my seasons.
i could convict my soul for high treason.
i handed out my heart like it's replaceable.
i keep getting angry at my disgraceful behavior, but i'm addicted to the danger!

fat and blame circle my bones like a vulture.
i can't continue to sustain this new me.
i feel my pounds creeping back onto me.
i can't say i'm eating out of misery because i'm so damn happy!
i fear this will come to a bad end, but i can't walk away from him.

My Happy

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Free me from this overwhelming weight on my shoulders
I need my happy
It's an addiction
A Problem
I need my happy to feel sane
To feel alive
Don't take my happy away
I rarely get it
And once I taste my happy I don't want to quit
But I must have a damn limit
Fucking limits
I've tasted my happy today
But it's not enough
I've already reached my limit
It's time to put these ten ton bricks back upon my shoulders
When will I get my happy again?
I don't want to wait
Why can't I have my happy?
I'm fucked either way
It's a beautiful curse
Happy

Author's Notes/Comments: 

this is about my cocaine problem I went through when I was a teenager 

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Music

Watch as the notes flow,
Starting the tapping of toes,
The beats kicking in...

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To Bring Me Back Again

Today, it's been 23 days
And I'm fading away
You are looking my way
And I'm not sure what I am still doing here
I remembered that day
When things were going my way
I had the words I wanted to say
To make you see what you mean to me

To the lost souls
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
When did you get so far...
Away, from today?
From today
To the lost souls
When did you lose your way?
Where did you lose your way?
How did you get so far....
Away, from today?
From today...I

Don't understand
Where the time floated away
It's been more than 23 days
And you're fading away
And I'm not sure where you're running to
I remembered that day
When I gave you flowers, drove away
Said the words I wanted to say
To make you see what you mean to me

To the lost souls
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
When did you get so far...
Away, from today?
From today
To the lost souls
When did you lose your way?
Where did you lose your way?
How did you get so far....
Away, from today?
From today...I

I'm not sure
What to say
You wanted life,
I wanted pain
And when you delivered
There I was
To soak it up
And drive away
I'm not sure
Where I went
Time kept moving
But there I stayed
And when you reminded
That I was lost
There you were
To bring me back again

To the lost souls (I'm not sure)
Who do you think you are? (What to say)
Who do you think you are? (You wanted life)
When did you get so far... (I wanted pain)
Away, from today? (And when you delivered)
From today (There I was)
To the lost souls (To soak it up)
When did you lose your way? (And drive away)
Where did you lose your way? (I'm not sure)
How did you get so far.... (Where I went)
Away, from today? (Time kept moving)
From today...I (But there I stayed)
Still remember (And when you reminded)
All those days (That I was lost)
When I lost my way (There you were)
I found the way now (There you were)

To bring me back again

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This one is about remembering who you were and where you've been, and then remembering that it's the same thing over and over again, but with different people and in different places. Ultimately, no matter where you go and what you do, you always seem to end up where you started again. Not, that it's a bad thing, just that it seems to be the truth.

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Phoenix Tears

Let her dream
Of flying,
Let her soar through the sky.
Crimson feathers
Brush the clouds,
And paint them
A delicate pink.

Let the fire
Give her life,
Let the wind
Carry her soul.
But one day she must wake up,
For a bird may never fly
With broken wings.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Comments appreciated. :)