Psycho- Confessions

No Regrets

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No Regrets”

 

I want to drown in your sea of hate

I want to feel your pain, because I'm not sane

I want to feel your love, my sweetest Angel

who wears a broken halo, I want to die in a warm bed

pile of shit is what they said, I want to feel your love

your warmth, your hate, your pain

I want to be your love, I want to be your white dove

in a latex world fit like a glove, fit for me and me alone

for the love you shown, no regrets remember?

 

"Death is the only way out!"

 

 

 

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Nothing but Despair

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Nothing but Despair”

 

No more tears left to cry

dead but needing to bleed

suffering from the soul-less deed

Left with nothing but Despair

watching while you disappear

wishing for the end to come

but when it's all said and done

your left with nothing but despair

your humanity slipping away

every second of every day

chained up to the wall

struggling for every inch you call

the pain, the drain

but to no prevail

trapped in your tortured cell

you are left with despair

 

"The heart she took,

without even a look

ripping it out like an opened book

telling me I am a sin

pouring the misery in

even in the powerless stare

I'm left with nothing but despair"

 

 

 

 

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Nothing Is forever

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Nothing is Forever”

 

Nothing lasts forever

Fading away until there is nothing left

marking my pain onto this paper

making me feel that much safer

Nothing seems to last forever

my head aches for something cleaver

You strip it all away

All while you scream for it to stay

so afraid to say

"You tear at it all day"

until everything and everyone is gone

it doesn't seem to even last that long

Then your left with nothing

just hallow promises, just emptiness

Nothing lasts forever

its all just a memory

it will just disappear, because it will

Never be Forever

 

 

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Prison

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Prison”

 

Will I always feel this way

trapped in this cell

My Prison, My Hell

Nothing seems the same

a life to hard to tame

my fault, my blame

I keep the pain locked up inside

so much they start to collide

so much they never subside

The pain seems so real

to tired to feel, to hurt to heal

A world I had once to give,

a life worth to live

now there is nothing

Nothing to live for

just empty and sore

trapped in my prison alone

a wasted life in which I was shown

 

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Sickness

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Sickness”

 

It's a disease, a fucking sickness

Not even on your knees will I grant you forgiveness

Died before I was even born,

Everything comes at a price

So tonight I will be your Anti-Christ

Tired of a life I never wanted

Can't sleep because I'm always haunted

A nightmare of the past, were I'm always sad

of a youth I never even had

 

It's a sickness, A fucking disease

I'm already dead, nailed to your cross

It's a war I already Lost

We are all born just to die

given a hope; that is nothing more than a lie

of a God that doesn't exist

or at least one that doesn't persist

in the end were just a number on death's little list

 

 

 

 

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Something Left "to find"

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Something Left 'To Find'”

 

 

 

I wanna run away from this pain inside

breaking, bleeding no where to hide

it's hard to believe this time

that there's something good left to find

can't trust my emotions

riding high in your motions

falling deeper below

all my fears begin to show

and all my tears have dried

I lied, but still cried

all the pain is breaking me into nothing

but still fighting for something

feeling so empty

yet everything is so tempting

I'm left blind, and confined

in my chains of condemnation

No chance of redemption

 

 

 

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Stars

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Stars”

 

I can feel the stars on my hand

wish upon a star from the damned

the dark surrounds it, the light hides it

Fear of hope, Fear of love

Dark stars from the sky, blinds me like a fly

I can feel the stars on my body, in my soul

like a goal, I need the hope

hope that one day life will show me love

stars in my hand burning, stars in my mind singing

stars in the body bringing, stars in the heart bleeding

For me..

 

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Thats How I knew

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That's how I Knew”

 

 

Visions in my head

it's called the dance of the dead

decaying skin. Lets dig in

you were my only sin

I put my trust in you

tears as sweet as the morning dew

and that's how I knew

 

"It was doomed from the start

all the love you gave my heart

only to have ripped it out, when you left

like a tormenting dream it was theft"

 

those feelings you gave me I cannot get over

rotting away like a diseased four-leaf clover

I hate the way you now make me feel

hopeless for salvation, helpless to heal

are you proud at how my pain grew

and that's when I knew

 

"It was doomed from the start

all the love I gave, was from my heart

only to have you make me feel like it was a waste

as if you were a drug that had been laced"

 

Now I bleed

those feelings I want but do not need

and that's how I knew

but most of all, that's what I know

 

 

 

 

 

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The Pain of Love

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The Pain of Love”

 

Life is a pain

in that you cannot gain

when I saw you, I wanted to be with you

I love you and it hurts

what am I to do

life without love, is no life at all

Death is a release

life is but a punishment

let me die, let me be free from

my chains, let me feel the pain

of this everlasting drain, on my soul

I loved, I will always love you

from here to the end of time

but I will always be blind.

 

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