Psycho- Confessions

Dead to the World

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Dead to the world”

 

 

Hurting till the pain runs its course

hurting because you are the source

I can't stop thinking about the past

how everything went by so fast

I miss the way your words would touch my heart

all this pain is tearing me apart

 

 

 

my life is a shame, and I'm to blame

I'm scared to sleep, I'm in to deep

and no where left to run

My hearts an open wound

from all the lies it's consumed

When it's all said and done

you were the one

without you I'm nothing

a corpse rotting away

pathetically thinking about you every day

now back to reality

where you left me just a fatality

unable to love as much

numb to the vary touch

gray is all I see

wishing for something that will never be

and this is me

Dead to the World

 

 

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Death "Coming"

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Death 'Coming'”

 

 

Can you hear the reaper knocking

Can you feel the reaper stalking

you can't run from him

the lights begin to dim

Why not just stop, drop to your knees

and beg for your soul,

it won't matter

for the fact that you now belong,

you now belong to hell

and he will bribe and sell

your soul.. knowing that your last

chance to hear, could be the bells

 

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Desire

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Desire”

 

 

 

I want to die, Go to hell and not see the sky

the fires that will burn

as the world will turn

the sun will rise as high

as the moon will shine

the world will hold me, beat me and fear me

because the world isn't fair to me

close my eye's, as the world before me dies

 

"Oh please god don't let me see

Oh please god don't let it be"

for your forgiveness I plead

through that sinful deed

your loving touch is all I need

all the evil through my eye's will be fed

hated and damned is what they said

"Oh please god don't let me see

Oh please god don't let it be”

 

 

 

 

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Dream

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Dream”

 

 

You still enter my dreams at night

with just enough light,

I can see your face

in all it's amazing grace

I was wrong in the past

I should have known it wouldn't last

I never wanted anything this bad

I never wanted anything this much

to look into your eye's and feel your touch

remembering those words escaping your lips

words worth meaning, words worth giving

and a life worth living. The mistakes I've made

and the path it's laid

I'm still dreaming of your kiss

and within this dream, you are bliss

when I awake, I remember its not real

made another mistake, that time won't heal

I'm bound to this, and all that I feel

 

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Endless Nights

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Endless Nights”

 

 

Endless Nights, losing fights

I've seen my time, living my life, is it a crime?

Does it look like I give a fuck

that I ran out of luck, and now I'm stuck

haunted by these endless nights, blinded by these bright lights

seduced by your hate, now my emotions you sedate

crawling back on my broken hands and feet

deflowering everything that is right and neat

throwing away any hopes for salvation

living in this lie of mutilation

I am forced to eat the shit you throw

but what you don't know, is that my anger will grow

in your lives that I will consume

bringing forth your fucking doom

for in my eyes, your diseased flies

your existence is nothing but lies

 

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Eternity

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Eternity”

 

Take my love upon your crimson wings

whispering in my ear all those wonderful things

once inside, you closed your eye's and flew away

my god is dead, and you want me to pray

I look back on the painful day

when a soul had been killed

and everything was trapped and sealed

I was lost for eternity

within my own heart, a hallow plague had begun to start

every day, I wish I could just die

every night, I made a plan, and would try

Now I wake and struggle for a reason

a lifetime spent wasted on this season

I should have for-seen this, but how could I resist

those memories stained in my head

my plan made well, cause now I'm dead

a wound so deep, my heart had bled

A life I was forced to see

A corpse I am to be, and now I'm lost for eternity

 

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Fight

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Fight”

 

Mother light;

Daddy night;

always they fight,

can't they hear my screams of fright

hiding in fear, as I hear

your screams of violence

then the silence

darkness all around

then the painful sound

again with the screaming

again with the torture

as I hear much more

then I hear the slam of a door

as I lay silent on the floor

 

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Found "Love"

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Found 'Love'”

 

 

In your eyes, in your heart

from the end, to the start

Dreams are made

the pain will fade

I am telling you this

as if it were a 'goodbye' kiss

 

 

"Love is the key, to set my heart free"

 

 

I close my eye's, I open my heart

back from hell, with a new start

We are what we choose to be

In a world full of hate, full of Greed

with a fire that burns bright with need

All we ever need to say

are the tears we cry every day

the need to scream it out loud

so that it can be heard over the crowd

it boils down to one thing

after all we are only a human being

trying to find love

 

 

Now,

Close your eyes, and open up your heart

tell me that you love me

so we, together can make a new start

 

 

 

 

 

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Fragile

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Fragile”

 

 

I'm lost in my own despair.

Hating everything, I just don't care

kill me now and make it fast

poison me now and make it last.

I'm no different then you or anyone

but I don't regret what I have done.

 

"I'm Dead to the world, I'm dead to you

I'm numb to the touch, without a fucking clue"

 

To me now, love is just a word

something that all my pain blurred

you did your work well, can't you tell?

How about I break it down

so you can see past this fake smiling clown.

 

"You tore my soul apart

shattering my world, shattering my heart

I built you up to be a goddess;

Beautiful and flawless

perfect in every way

perfect every day.

I was so fragile, like a rare vase

wrapped up with silk and tied with lace

when you said goodbye, I broke and cried

because on that day, I had died"

 

So here we are now, back at the beginning, back at the start.

This is where you made your mark.

 

Inside I'm rotting away

where there's nothing left but decay

a hallow fragment of what was once a soul

chiseled out like a big fucking hole

 

"I'm Dead to the world, I'm dead to you

I'm Numb to the touch, without a fucking clue

I'm a fragile vase, haunted by her beautiful face

nothing is left but decay, rotting away, for this I pay

every single day"

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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