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The wheels of life Grinding 

to hear all the sounds that you never 

pay attention to

the fridge , the ceiling and the walls

all have a conversation during this silent moment

imagine the stories this room could tell 

if we just listen

As my life has gone by 20 years since my first poem

so many changes has passed and only now as i read

my work i see what i was doing and all the things 

i should of listen to, the people walking by

the animals in the parks and birds in the sky

my new chapter on my life i am still lonely

 but i drive, to pass the time, wait ever so to have the day.

i know this is no poem but more of an update for me and you if you have read my work

sweet dreams and may the road bring on some adventures,

   If I'm the one who's chosen/ why isn't my path golden, haven't talked to god i a minute/ maybe that's why I' suspended/ maybe that's why they're offended 

My fater gave me this rage/ turned me into a spirit who doesn't need sage to hide from the flames/ now I'm in reality questioning mentality/ mixed feelings like I'm a disorder/ product of society such a disorder/ I was declared prophet but i see no profit/ all my knwledge has me hostage/ memories have me trapped but it's mapped, I collaged it  

1 NYC

Dreams they are walking
Spawns more kills more these old streets
8th avenue blues

2 Library

We're closed for today
Bring another day to read
"Tomorrow", I said

3 Windows

Light's getting in through
Questioning eyes they peep out
"I'm old", says the house

Have you ever wonder if you are going to die sooner than you have expected? 

The human life expand of a human being should be about 110 years old based on the bible 

But the sin of man has minimized the life expand and life expectancy has decreased tremendously  

Many people would say that everything started with Adam and Eve

It did but it did not end there, the way of man has limited his ability to change life 

Look around you what do you see death, death and more death 

Humans killing each other every day the world does not end we are ending each other

Many environmentalists, theorist, and scientist would say that we are destroying our environment 

I would say that our actions are causing us to see death even sooner that what we should 

Why are my feelings always so dark?

By jfarrell

Why, when something goes wrong,

Do I always go straight to thoughts and feelings of suicide?

I’m sure many have been where I am;

Done nothing wrong and just lumbered

With £800 worth of rent arrears.

And, though I don’t imagine they smiled,

Said “Thank you, guv’nor, shaft me some more”

I do imagine they got on with it;

Sucked it up, went out and paid it all off.

Instead, I just feel down, dark, full of rage

Full of self pity

This new obstacle before me just saps

What little hope and confidence I had

And all I can do is sit down and cry “I give up”

Why?

Why can’t I be like others,

Just suck it up and get on with it;

Find a job, pay off them arrears

Instead I feel I just can’t go on anymore

Why try? They’re only gonna kick me in the teeth again

And tell me to suck it up

I hate this self pity and I hate this anger

Hopefully, one day, a worm will turn

Fuck god, fuck god,

Stop,

Ugh, now you are going to lose everything,

Fuck god,

Ok dont stop, 

Fuck god, fuck god,

You gotta remember,

Fuck god,

Don't push thoughts away or they will get worse,

Fuck god, fuck god,

Freaking damn it,

Stop,

I wanna slam my head in the fucking wall,

Don't,

Don't,

He knows you don't mean it,

He knows,

They know you don't,

Nothing is going to change,

Hey,

Hey,

Listen to me,

Listen,

Nothing is going to change,

They know your heart,

Fuck god all you want to,

All you want to,

Its ocd.

The sunlight was bright and so was he

He is as beautiful as the sea

Drifiting away from me

at least I can see 

that he is not for me 

and no longer can cruise away

into infinity.

I gave you hell in the morning time,

You gave me hell in the evening,

And everytime we were around each other, you never seen me,

You jumped ship, and you made it look easy,

Unloyal, your so spoiled, and so full of yourself,

When I talked to you about your potential,

Accusations of me never having a picture frame,

With your name and my name under a photo of our first dance, became influential as you convinced yourself I was never really down with you,

Like I wasn't spending all this time with you,

Sharing everything that was on my mind with you,

When you looked into the future, you saw me kissing on another woman,

You blame me for a future that I didn't know of and never wanted,

When nothing is set in stone, and constantly the future is always changing, 

You snatched that picture away, the names and the frame,

Now I'm having dreams of *** moaning my name,

Your future has become my reality,

Yes now im everything you thought I'd be,

Having nasty thoughts about her before I sleep,

I'm messaging you while thinking of where I could be,

Being held by a retired marine,

Feeling, and stealing little moments, little things,

I'm a bad girl, I won't blame you for that,

I'm a sucker for woman well traveled, a nice uniform and a certain type of sensualness,

Remember when you jumped ship?

Your own foresight back with a vengeance,

So don't hit me up saying your vision is now clear and you realize what you've been missing,

Your vision was clear when you accused me of wanting a future without you in it,

Funny how life works,

Even when things are sunny…

Somedays I drip into dark moods

And I'll watch 

As you walk 

All bright and clear 

Clear as a brass bell 

Or any bell 

Are bells even made of brass?

Fuck who cares.

Look at me 

I continue on...

Drip

 Drip 

  Drip