'And If My Soul is Crying' was penned during an episode of almost unbearable abyssal sadness, although precisely when it occurred I cannot say other than it was in 2015.
This song is inspired by the BoA song (feat. Beenzino): "No Matter What" and the Oceanlane song - "You Don't Belong to Me". It's dedicated to my ex (aka first love)... -_- (I don't know if I can ever get over him)
I wrote this song earlier this year dedicated to my friend's older brother despite being in a long term, serious, committed relationship myself. Friend's older brother is what I call "my dream guy."...I'm not sure what to do. I love my boyfriend but we rarely/hardly spend time together. I'm my boyfriend's "dream girl..." I think the lyrics are self-explanatary.