I am a little too lonely
to be feeling this much
a little too nostalgic
to be running toward everything
I cannot hold you
while the black slips through my fingers
I am a little too jaded
I can’t find love in the corners anymore
a little too holy
to drag it all down my wrists for a new start
I am a little too behave
to be shaking up the guidelines
a little too quiet
to be yelling all alone
I am a little too girl
to be pretending something else
a little too okay
to be carrying a castle I have made
and the lonely I feel always
gets lost in the edits
crawling toward my karma
I’m a little too lonely for this