I've never seen an angel bleed
Till I stood with knife in hand
I've never seen a devil cry
Till I looked once through it's eyes
You were my drug
Long before I acclimated
Long before withdrawal
I needed you to survive
I can feel your eyes on my back
Can't you hear me?
I'm silent on the outside
But screaming on the inside
I'm soul-lost
I can't find who I am anymore
Maybe I'll be fine
Perhaps I will survive
But I just don't know if
I can outlast your memory
If I lose myself in drugs and dreams
Or fly away to places and things
To fill the gap you left behind
Consuming body, soul, and mind
But there is no need
To conjure dreams
When life comes
In such radiant colors
They say Pandora is to blame
Her curiosity brought us pain
And fear of darkness in the night
But there was hope in candle-light
From the dark, a light will shine
Before the day, the night has gone
And now we know it burns so fine
That is why it's called, breaking dawn.
And maybe, just maybe
That which dies gives birth to something new
13 Keys...
The Keys to Life & Death
Dare look into The Eyes of The Dragon
The flames of The Abyss purify & consume
Strike down with Death's gaze
Or filled with The Black Flame!
Take The Sulfur Key & lefturn the Locks to Hell
Forbidden Knowledge pouring forth
Occult chambers of Shadow
Possessing temple flesh!
The Arts & Sciences of The King of Hell
Worship Self & become God
Sacrifice the blinding light
On The Altar of Darkness...
Black Mass, Apotheosis of Lucifer
Blasphemy liberation
Sacrilege, unholy purification
Guilt absolution
Satan is God is Satan
Baphomet Incarnation
The All is One!
High Mass D/Evilution
Apotheosis Devil God! ∞
13 Dimensions in your mind
13 Dimensions of Hell
Plunging deeper into The Pit
Descending, floating, falling
Absorbing, projecting, into the dark
Signs, sigils, symbols infernal
Floating before The D/Evil Eye
Possessing, obsessing, haunting the brain
13 Keys to The Gates
Speak the unholy tongues
Gesticulation, genuflection
The Sulfur Key of a Thousand Young
Turning in the Trapezoidoor
Bloodmoon on the rise
Hear them lurching at The doorways's glass
13 Shadows, blackened sun
Eclipse, the face of Satan
Black fog, Lucifer's Magic
13 masks shifting by
Visions of omens manifest
13 Dimensions, timeless forever
13 Dimensions, sight & sound
13 Dimensions, multisensory deprivation/saturation
13 Dimensions, silence of the tomb
Knowledge & Wisdom of The Ages
Through The Books' passageways upon The Sinister Way
Spells of Infernalight & shadow
Omnipotence, Omniscience
Perceive & receive...
What was and is to be again! ∞
Demons all they want is our souls, demons feed on our energy and feelings. Demons I need to get rid of them, demons I swear I can always smell them.
Since I was young I have always seen them, every where I look there they are. Everyone I talk to here they are, everywhere I go, they just seem to follow me.
Feeding on my thoughts, feeding on my actions. Waiting for me to give them a reaction, I try my hardest to ignore them but nothing ever happens.
Stuck in my head that's where they are, demons always next to me they never go far. Why do they haunt me I don't yet know, I shall find out when I'm buried deep in the ground.
I hope that day never comes, as I might even turn into one. Demons? Or maybe I'm wrong, might just be my brain imaging it all. The fear of being crazy is always there, seeing and hearing things others don't.

I drew my magick in Arts,
In front of the altar starts
The Magick Circle around,
The Demon was abound.
He bowed over me,
"What doth thee?"
Magick on the Astral Plane,
This way invocations are safe...
Grand Duke in Hell,
Appearing as a handsome man.
Knowing all the secrets of war,
Seeing the future, seeing it all!
Commanding 60 Legions of Demons.
Under influence of a Demon,
French Sorcerer, black dog.
Being known as The Smasher,
Not unlike the Desh...
Placed in a Franciscan monastery,
By his mother in her commandery.
He became enraged, abusing him,
By beating him, he plotted revenge.
He said a black spaniel appeared to him,
Promising to help him, going to his aid
Surrendering himself as in a raid.
Arrested on charges of Sorcery,
Spell casting, hatred and grief.
The Demon never rescued him,
For such forces of the law he can't win.
He was found guilty and hanged,
But his spirit was encouraged.
Now he hates even more,
Horror, destruction and gore.
[He was executed on July 20, 1582].
Abaddon, I can't help it,
I have to look at... At...
The Angel of Death,
Destruction and the end.
Greek Appolyon;
Beautiful Art thee,
Satan and Samael;
Equated with...
Conjuring spells,
For malicious deeds.
Abaddon, Prince
Ruling the Demons that is.
I love thee pretty sight,
I love thee enormous might.
Governing powers of evil,
Discord, war, devastation.
Abaddon was once a place,
And is now erased.
A place of destruction,
Region of Gehenna
Associated with the grave,
The underworld and Sheol.
Abaddon and Death together,
Merging as One...
King of the Abyss,
The bottomless pit of Hell.
Appolyon, Abaddon;
Pestilence and destruction hence!
Been feeling pretty uninspired,
The irony my life has been spiraling,
Taking notes about my meditations and dreams,
Going back and forth with myself 'it isnt what it seems'
Even now, writing but not feeling the words,
'How do I feel, how do I feel' no adjectives, no verbs,
To describe my daily illusion,
All the sick as fuck things ive been doing,
These thoughts and white bitches ive been consuming,
Jesus make me believe in you again,
I wanna believe my future could change if I could just see the light through you again,
These crystals around my neck are heavy but im not grounded,
Obsessing about all of the things around me,
Be mine, someone,
Ive lost my contentment,
If I dont feel another body against mine soon I might betray my commitments,
Light eyes give me hope,
I hope she never reads this,
Im an alien, on a terrace, just standing for what I believe in,
These silly words,
These silly words just giving you feeling,
I have none,
Empty but filled with so much expression,
The church would say your blessed and,
You are satan, for including your love for a woman within the same statement,
Im rambling now,
Lucifer the gardian angel of mine who wears a crown,
Send me down a blessing from the sky,
Perferrably a bitch with nice tits, pink lips, and a smile as sharp as a tooth pick,
Make her love me unconditionally even when im acting stupid,
Unconditionally even when im disillusioned...
Oh, and send me a bag of money.