in what dark recesses of torture remain
exists a dreaded seed for us to obtain
to keep us sane and deliver us from evil
so goes the creed of an everlasting people
unending doubt resonates to be
impermanance rooted in an everlasting dream
scarcity of hope glimmering in dusk
prevention of fortune in a world of luck
forever told from stories past
eerily reminiscent of perpetual task
systems of new destroyed wisdom once known
for all apart of a world unsown
grimmace and malice plagued once more
in dire times that conjured vile scorn
but it was hope that was given once last chance
now grows a tree from the seed of our past
I am like a river, trashed through time
I am like a river, despite this I keep flowing and fighting even though the constantly barrage of the pasts trash takes its toll
I am like a river, flowing to a point is a rivers aim
Amanda you are my point, my purpose in life is to be the best for you, make you happy and love you every day
When you sail on my river, the pollution goes away
I see the smile I have caused on your face, and it makes my day
You are my inspiration, my life, my rock
I am a river, and flowing to you, you are my ending everlasting spot
I love you your everything to me and you always will be
And I am willing to make the sacrifices and work necessary for our unbreakable bond to grow even stronger and defeat evil and time together
I
Love
You
My Angel saved my life
She relinquished all my strife
The gangs, drugs, hoes galore
It seemed like every week i was with some whore
She saw the good in me and took a chance
Saved my life made me take a different stance
Helped me beat my internal battle helped me be myself
Helped me not pursue lust, your love is my everlasting wealth
Without you I would be in jail on drugs a father or dead
You saved me from drowning in life's temptations, now I look straight ahead
And i see you my Angel shining, giving me your arm helping me stay straight
Helping be myself, the amazing person I am is because of you and it is great
Together we are unstoppable, you saved me it's all because of you
You are my Angel, and I love you with every ounce of my heart soul and mind, and that my Angel is true
The perfect timing
When eyes meet
Double sided mirrors
Seeing down deep
The perfect moment
When lips collide
Red tulips together
Never wanting to divide
The perfect sound
When whispers dance
From ear to ear
In a trance
The perfect love
Always new
Everyday a reason
My love is true
electric light in your eyes
vibrant colors blew my mind
the barriers between us wear me thin
like claws in my skin, dug deep in
hiding behind teeth, shielded with a smile
taking my all to breathe
I know i'm stuck here for awhile.
love is like glue
my heart for you
frozen solid in the gap of time
somewhere between the righteous & divine
I fail to reach...
my voice is fading, growing weak
hands are losing grip, holding nothing
you are like a beautiful star in the sky, somewhere up high
lost to my touch
reaching up & getting no where
if I tried to speak would it be too much?
buried in the sand
like every secret
behind a wall
imprisoned inside us
until then i'll wait in this cage
wondering when you will turn the key
when will you set me free..?
trust me when I say it's everlasting..
If this is all I can do,
Then I should take it to you,
As a clue for for me and you to follow,
Still unsure what to do with myself so hollow.
I'm so confused, I feel refused,
And accused of being the culprit.
I can't abuse, or suffuse,
This broken me I'm finding.
Coward? Idiot? I don't know.
Exactly what I am I can't discover,
And I'll never recover, or dissever,
My ties from this significant other.
I can't break this curse of stupidity,
This soul, bravery of fluidity,
Dripping away from me as moments broadcasting;
Never everlasting; my appearance contrasting.
Despite slight tolerance, severance has occurred,
And obscured my torn soul, my unclear architecture.
So despite the impression, give some digression,
And find reality's me, and my so clear recession.
I dedicate this writing, to the one called we,
Just so we can see, our reality we're facing,
Our confusion fast pacing; but together we can lace,
And trace our new future, if even new at all.
Maybe it'll be the same future it has always been,
Because what's yet to come may never be discovered,
So if thought about it right, all can be all right,
And we never will have to change, never recovered.
We can't rearrange our future, or rearrange us,
Only because of that force, that invisible source,
That we call our love, that admiration that floats above,
A disasterful, irreparable and regrettable course.
I dedicate this writing, to the one called we,
Because hopefully you'll see, the meaning behind me.
If you look close into my eyes, the meaning becomes true,
Because if you look close into my eyes, what is seen is you.
Darkness illuminates a hopeless heart
Deepens burdens that come on nightly visit
Dreaming is but meager rescue
Chased by shadows within an archaic masquerade
Should the nights vex fools forever so
She felt a touch while he was running
Aglow the sky where daggers tend to fly
Pierce the flesh of those just walking by
A question needs an answer, why
When she starts meaning her goodbye
He winds down to turn and sigh
Wonders if their love will really win
Yet all the curtains are closing in
I’ve felt the fire, I’ve drowned within the rain
I lay, despite the pain, loving her in utter vain
She’s a soaring bird, no wind to tame her
Roam whichever way desires, beauty
while Love,
Everlastingly will ember,
Within my dormant heart .
e.a.