I'm burnt out on work. I feel frustrated with life. There's nothing that fills this emptiness inside me. I want my first love of Christ back. I want to feel free. My chest, heart, soul aches. Im deepened with a real sadness that penetrates the depth of my being. I try so hard and am a good person. I always try to act as if God is always watching. However, I feel like I am misunderstood. I don't like but only a few people in my life. And really it's only a few. This world is not my home yet I continue to allow it to be. I'm caught up in a life that feels like it's for all the Wrong reasons. The things that really matter to me and the desires I have in my heart are being put on the back burner. I want to live a life of holiness. I want to spread the word of Christ. I want to feel his presence all around me. I want fellowship of brothers and sisters in Christ. I want to be around people who live life according to his purpose. . I feel like I'm wAsting precious time. Lord awaken me from this deep slumber! Bring me to your throne! And let me find and follow the path you drew out for me many many years ago.
