I just had an epiphany.
The day before my freshman year in highschool... or it might have been July third, I asked my mom to go on a ride with me. I was going to come out to her. We drove around and little was said, I cried alot and I didn't come out. It reminds me of Fun Home "Telephone Wire."
This book is everything I wanted to say that night that I couldn't. A culmination of thoughts and anxiety that I can't keep to myself.