Your my greatest treasure!
You graced Me with your presence the day That you arrived
Then you made your way into my heart and settled there and thrived
You light the world up with your smile and cheer them with your laughter
You bring joy into my life cuz your my greatest treasures
This special woman I see before me makes me proud she calls me Mom
And someday when she too has a child of her own my joy her way will come
The little girl with a skinned up knee knows one day she will Rome
And when you move away from me know in my heart your always home
A tainted past has always followed me thru out my life thus far
But your the one thing from my past to present I'm proud to have you follow
Remembering all those years that we've spent together makes me know for sure
That your my greatest treasures!
Zoey cup
Simple treasures,
A divine line separating
Other divine things.
A balance of art hangs
In you, in me, in the world.
Simple treasures,
A notion of abstractions
Dying to be noticed.
An eruption follows through.
In you, in me, in the world.
Simple treasures,
In light and in the absence
Amongst the in between.
Harvest the seconds in time
In you, in me, in the world.
Simple treasures,
Morality bends in shapely ways
Across mountains and seas.
Blossoming like flowers
In you, in me, in the world.
I can't focus... it's getting to me, more each day..
my thoughts stretch like clay, & unfortunately mold me, here & there..
I wish so much for you to of been able to stay.
was it really mean't to be this way..?
cause I surely feel unsatisfied..
comfort is something we all crave..
but you were like security to me, & I watched it all get ripped away..
what a waste of a night.. what a realization, I couldn't fight..
I miss you more then the depths of the ocean go deep..
some nights like this.. I have trouble trying to sleep..
we yearn, we learn.. forever burn...
tables turn..
I want to take back so much i've said..
because they were useless particles floating around in my head..
6 months pass.. everything falls to ash but the memories..
fuck me for letting other opinions get in the way of my true heart..
fuck them for denying love.. as if they really knew.
sorry I can seem like a rainbow of emotions.. or a bleak cloudy day..
but I can promise much sunshine after being drenched in such heavy rain..
will another 6 months make a difference..?
or would it just be a whole year spent needing you..
it's not like I can't live... or breathe without you..
but it's to the point I really just don't want to...
sorry about getting "distracted"..
I don't excpect you to still feel like you need me,
want, love or care about me..
though I feel all the same & even more.
this incense continues to coil... & I could watch it for hours.
as i'm thinking.. when I die.. would this all of passed right before my eyes?
I want to know that instead of sitting here, waiting..
hoping, wondering.. not knowing..
instead, I'll get to see you smile again..
that for me, would never ever be a waste of time.
at least i'd know that's what I did with my last bit of life.
I don't know if I have the power anymore to get you to laugh without trying..
or the privilege of being on your mind...
when I take my last breath, please tear this heart out of my chest..
put it in a jar.. keep it preserved.
if you go first.. i'll remember your wish, if it's still what you'd want.
i'll hold onto yours too.. even though it's no longer beating..
always I will love you.. through my hands this blood is seeping..
like treasure... from the chest.
metallic love..