Without out you my love I am so lost and so cold
They say home is where the heart is, well you are my home
When I'm cold and tired, weak and shivering
When I'm frosted and beat and my toes are tingling
I fall in your arms, feel your warm body and hold tight
You melt the ice you make things alright
Your warm and cozy and I relax in your grasp
I fall asleep swaddled in your love that will always last
You warm my body, my heart my soul
I miss you right now, right now I'm not with you and I'm alone and cold
Hurt is never ecstasy
Pain is never pleasing
But although it aches so bad
There’s beauty in your suffering
Like a rose, when crushed
Delivers its sweet smell to its destroyer
Like a flame, when doused with water
Turns into a cloud and flies away
Like a mountain, who’s being mined
Its rock turns to dust and dances in the wind
Like the night, being conquered
Brings forth a beautiful day
Like a mother for her aborted child
Sacrificing love, but too little too late
Like the death of a person
When they know there’s Paradise’s Gate
There’s nothing funny about it
I know it hurts so bad
But while you want to be happy
There’s still beauty in your suffering
Bitter taste
In my mouth,
A knot in my Stomach
And throat
Sitting in my room
Alone.
I keep my breathing even,
And I don't make a sound,
Yet no matter how hard I try
The tears keep coming down.
The alarm clock blinds me with its loud stare
The hum of its amp powers
Yearning for me to sleep
The minutes tick, chased by the seconds
Only for those two to catch up to the hours
Days, months… all of time I spent with you
When could I have been free?
Why did you keep me
When you never wanted me
So I stare at the loud glare
Of the clock, having 3 am burnt
Into my eye balls
Smoking my brain walls
With all the wasted time of young love