POETRY

SOMETIMES SILENCE SPEAKS VOLUMES

SOMETIMES SILENCE SPEAKS VOLUMES

SOMETIMES VOLUMES ARE SILENT

WHEN ONE DOESN'T CARE TO READ THEM

NO MATTER HOW MANY ARE SENT

THEN THERE ARE SOME

WHO ARE JUST TOO DUMB

TO EVEN KNOW WHAT WAS MEANT

 

IN BETWEEN THE IN BETWEEN

IN BETWEEN THE IN BETWEEN

WHAT ARE YOU IMAGINING

YOU MIGHT FIND

IN YOUR MIND

BEYOND THE BEYOND

ON AND ON

AWAKE OR ASLEEP

AS YOU GO DEEP

IN A LUCID DREAM

HOW DOES IT SEEM

REAL OR SURREAL

HOW DOES IT FEEL

EVEN JUST READING ABOUT IT

DO YOU BELIEVE IT OR DOUBT IT

Author's Notes/Comments: 

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THE SEQUEL

I THINK THIS SEQUEL WILL BE BETTER THAN THE FIRST

CUZ LAST TIME AROUND LESSONS WERE LEARNED

GREAT EXPECTATIONS WITH THE DREAM TEAM

OFF TO A GREAT START YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN

THEIR INTENTION TO END THE CORRUPTION

THAT HAS CAUSED SO MUCH DISRUPTION

I'M SURE THEY ARE ON THE RIGHT TRACK

AND WE ALL SHOULD HAVE THEIR BACK

THEY ARE WORKING FOR ALL OF US

FINALLY A GOVERNMENT WE CAN TRUST

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

THIS SPEAKS VOLUMES

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THE SENSELESS OPPOSITION

THEY DON'T GIVE A DAMN

ABOUT TRUMP'S PLAN 

TO MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN

THEY PREFER CORRUPTION

WITHOUT INTERRUPTION

THE SENSELESS OPPOSITION

IT'S NONSENSE TO ME

I PREFER TO BE FREE

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I  VOTED TRUMP BECAUSE I SUPPORT RFK JR AND HE ASKED HIS SUPPORTERS TO VOTE TRUMP AS HE WILL BE A PART OF HIS ADMINISTRATION THEN TO MAKE AMERICA HEALTHY AGAIN. GET RID OF THE CORRUPTION IN GOVERNMENT AGENCIES AND CLEAN HOUSE. I'VE BEEN WATCHING ALL THE TRUMP RALLYS ON X AND I LIKE WHAT HE WANTS TO DO ALL EXCEPT FOR DRILLING AND FRACKING. I SIGN PETITIONS AGAINST THAT ALL THE TIME...BUT I LIKE THE MAJORITY OF WHAT HE  WANTS TO ACCOMPLISH. I  KNOW I DO NOT WANT FOUR MORE YEARS OF THE SAME NONSENSE...LETTIING IN MILLIONS OF ILLEGALS LOTS OF CRIMINALS AND DANGEROUS  GANGS TO TRY  TO USE THEM TO CHEAT TO VOTE. THEY DON'T CARE ABOUT THOSE PEOPLE BUT THEY ARE GIVING AWAY OUR BENEFITS TO THEM AND  ROOM AND BOARD FOR A COUPLE OF YEARS ALONG WITH FREE PLANE RIDES ANYWHERE THEY WANT TO GO. THEY HAVE NO MONEY FOR HURRICANE VICTIMS OR HOMELESS VETS...NO MONEY FOR OUR PEOPLE ...THEY USE  ALL THE TAXPAYER MONEY TO FUND THEIR ENDLESS WARS THAT NOBODY HERE WANTS  AND FOREIGN AID. IT IS SO BACKWARDS AND DON'T GET ME STARTED ON THE CENSORSHIP. I GOT KICKED OFF TWITTER TRYING TO WARN PEOPLE ABOUT THOSE DANGEROUS BIOWEPON SHOTS THEY ARE STILL PUSHING ON PEOPLE KNOWING ALL THE HARM THEY DO...IT IS CRAZY. THEY SHOULD HAVE TAKEN THEM OFF THE MARKET  EARLY ON WHEN THEY SAW THE VAERS NUMBERS HIGHER THAN THE HISTORY OF VAERS FOR THAT ONE SHOT. IT WAS TOTALLY RIDICULOUS. THEY NEED TO BE CHARGED WITH CRIMES AGAINST HUMANITY, IMPEACHED AND DISQUALIFIED FOR ALL THEIR ELECTION INTERFERENCE TRYING TO KEEP ILLEGALS ON VOTER ROLLS, MAKING IT ILLEGAL TO ASK FOR VOTER ID YET YOU HAD TO SHOW A VACCINE PASSPORT TO GO ANYWHERE OR DO ANYTHING WHEN THEY WERE TRYING TO KILL OR HARM YOU WITH THOSE DEADLY SHOTS THAT ARE SHOWN NOT TO STOP THE SPREAD OR PREVENT YOU FROM GETTING COVID. THE ONLY PEOPLE I KNOW THAT GOT IT AND CONTINUE TO GET IT ARE THE IDIOTS WHO KEEP TAKING THOSE DAMN SHOTS. I WISH THEY WOULD WAKE UP AND STOP  DOING THAT BEFORE THEY ARE DEAD. IT IS TOTALLY RUSSIAN ROULETTE GETTING THOSE. THERE ARE DIFFERENT LOTS AND THEY KNOW WHICH ONES CAUSE DEATH AND PERMANENT DISABILITY AND OTHER THINGS BUT THEY JUST KEEP THEIR DAMN EXPERIMENT GOING ON HARMING ALL WHO PARTICIPATE IN THE INSANITY. IT IS SO FRUSTRATING. THEY SHOULD NOT GET AWAY WITH IT AND MAKE  BILLIONS OF DOLLARS IN THE PROCESS. NOBODY SHOULD MAKE MONEY HARMING PEOPLE IN ANY WAY. THEY CHANGED THE DEFINITION OF  VACCINATION FOR THOSE TOO. THEY ARE ACTUALLY GENE EDITING SHOTS CREATING GMO PEOPLE. THEY TURN YOUR BODY INTO A SPIKE PROTEIIN  MAKING MACHINE...THEY SHOULD NOT GET AWAY WITH THIS. THEY MUST BE PROSECUTED SO THIS NEVER HAPPENS AGAIN...THEY ALREADY GOT MONKEY POX LINED UP...TIME WILL TELL... WE MSUT GET OUT OF THE WHO WITH CRAZY BILL GATES PUSHING VACCINES HE MAKES  MONEY ON WHILE HE IS ON HIS DEPOPULATION MISSION....RANT OVER.

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ON THE EDGE OF THE PRECIPICE

ON THE EDGE OF THE PRECIPICE

IT'S A LONG WAY DOWN

AND THERE'S NO ONE AROUND

TO CATCH ME IF I FALL

 

FOR JUST A MOMENT THINK OF THIS

WHICH DO YOU PREFER

TO GO UP OR DOWN

LIKE STAIRS FOR INSTANCE

 

LIKE WHEN CLIMBING A TREE

IT SEEMS EASIER TO ME

TO CLIMB UP THAN DOWN

SAME WITH STAIRS I'VE FOUND

 

IF ON THE EDGE OF THE PRECIPICE

YOU JUST TURN AROUND

YOU MAY NOT BE BOUND

TO FALL AT ALL

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I WAS WATCHING SOMETHING AND

ON THE EDGE OF THE PRECIPICE 

JUMPED OUT AT ME

SO I HAD TO WRITE SOMETHING ABOUT IT

STOP LIGHT POLLUTION

IT'S OUR GOD GIVEN RIGHT

TO SEE THE STARS AT NIGHT

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I HAVE  HEARD THERE ARE SOME TYPE OF HOODS THEY CAN PUT ON STREET LIGHTS THAT REALLY SHOULD BE AUTOMATICALLY INSTALLED ON THEM. THERE IS NO REASON TO  LIGHT THE SKY AND BLOCK OUR VIEW OF THE STARS. JUST ONE OF THE MANY THINGS THAT NEEDS FIXING IN OUR WORLD. ALL KINDS OF NEW TECHNOLOGY GET THROWN INTO OUR WORLD WITHOUT ANY STUDY OF WHAT IMPACT THEY  CAN HAVE ON US. I FOR ONE REALLY MISS THE STARS AT NIGHT.

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Invisible Inferno

Folder: 
Poems

 

 

In the cacophony of existence, a voice strains—

Forty-plus years of searching,

A lifetime of pains.

Words crumble to ash, unheard and unseen,

Lost in society's vast, indifferent machine.

 

Neurodivergent synapses spark and sputter,

A mind wired differently, thoughts all a-flutter.

Autism's maze, ADHD's relentless tide,

Trauma's shadows where nightmares reside.

 

Rejection's barbs, familiar as my own skin,

Each "no" a thorn, each silence a coffin.

Dysphoria whispers, "You don't belong here,"

In a world that sings harsh and unclear.

 

Nonbinary, queer, asexual—labels that confound,

A self yet unanchored, unsafe, unbound.

Isolation creeps, a suffocating shroud,

Drowning amid the indifferent crowd.

 

Empathy burns, a fire beneath the skin,

A curse, a gift, searing from within.

But who hears the helper's muffled plea?

Who sees the saviour drowning at sea?

 

Knowledge hard-earned through years of strife,

Wisdom gleaned from a fractured life.

Yet warnings fall on ears deafened by fear,

As others march blindly towards perils near.

 

The tribe remains elusive, a shimmering mirage,

Fading with each misunderstanding, each barrage

Of blank stares, of glances that never linger,

Of people who look, but fail to see the singer.

 

Helplessness learned, a bitter draught to swallow,

As hope's embers fade, leaving the heart hollow.

The voice grows hoarse, the weary spirit mired,

Unwanted, unseen, and uninspired.

 

In this abyss of unbelonging, deep and wide,

Echoes the cry of a soul with nowhere to hide.

For connection, for understanding, for home,

In a world where different means forever alone.

 

Senses overload: lights blind, sounds pierce,

The world a tempest, wild and fierce.

Touch that scorches, smells that choke and smother,

Each day a battle, one after another.

 

Yet still it burns, this invisible flame,

Flickering, sputtering, but never quite tame.

In the endless night, it stubbornly glows,

A beacon of self that nobody knows.

 

How long can it endure, this hidden pyre?

Will it fade from view or burn ever higher?

In the silence between heartbeats, it persists,

A testament to a life that still exists.

 

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

 Essentially, just bleeding directly on to the page here.


It isn’t meant to sound profound, it is the raw emotional landscape characterised by life-long feelings of isolation, struggle, and the quest for belonging amidst a world that often overlooks or willfully misunderstands those who are different.



Desperate defiance in the dark

Desperate defiance in the dark

 

 

Voice vanishing, vaporised by virtual vitriol

Algorithms amplify absence, abandonment

Words once winged now wither, wane

Trauma's tendrils tighten, twist, torment

 

 

Silence. Deafening. Oppressive. Inescapable.

 

 

Childhood's cruel cacophony echoes, endures

Rape's raw rage resurfaces, relentless 

Abuse's ache amplifies, accumulates

Gaslighting's glare grows, guts grace

 

 

A chill wind of indifference swept through the room, leaving me shivering and unseen.

 

 

Neurodivergent narratives, now nullified 

Vestibular vertigo, vision vacillating

Fibrous fire flares, flays fragile flesh

Depression's darkness deepens, devastating

 

 

The empty chair across from me seemed to mock my solitude, 

 

its vacant seat a cruel reminder of my isolation.

 

 

Social streams shrink, shrivelling slowly

Platforms purge purpose, passion, power

Identity invalidated, invisibility impending

Self-worth withers like wilting flower

 

In silence, I found solitude; in solitude, I embraced silence

 

Yet still, soft syllables simmer, survive

Waiting, whispering: "We will rise."

For even silenced, stifled, suppressed

The soul's song softly, surely sighs

 

 

Through the hollow halls, past the empty rooms, 

 

beyond the echoing silence, 

 

a single, defiant voice dared to speak

 

 

In the depths of this suffocating silence, 

A flicker persists, refuses to die. 

Though the world may try to extinguish our light, 

We will rise, reclaim our stolen sky.

 

 

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Author's Notes/Comments: 

This is perhaps, one of those "My struggle doesn't look like your struggle". 


Perhaps also, as the first person I showed this to, was unsure how to reply. Eventually they said: It is like you are bleeding straight onto the page.



They continued, keenly observing that. "People do struggle in knowing what to say. I think looking away while you’re so vulnerable is a relic of patriarchy: waiting for you to put your armour back on and get back up and keep pretending we’re all fucking fine."

TO CHANGE THIS FAIRY TALE

ONCE UPON A TIME

THE WORLD WAS ALL MIXED UP

THEIR LEADERS WERE INCLINED

TO CONSTANTLY MESS UP

THEN THE PEOPLE MADE A CHOICE

TO REALLY USE THEIR VOICE

TO FIND SOME WITH IDEALS

TO CLEAN UP THE MESS

YOU KNOW HOW GREAT THAT FEELS

TO FIND THAT SUCCESS

THEY REGAINED THEIR HOPE

FOR A BETTER WAY

THEY NO LONGER COPE

BUT THRIVE AS WELL THEY MAY

THEY JUST WENT OUT TO VOTE

FOR THE RIGHT CANDIDATE

YOU KNOW WHAT TO DO

CAN WE COUNT ON YOU

TO CHANGE THIS FAIRY TALE

TO ONE THAT WILL NOT FAIL

TO BRING A HAPPY ENDING

THAT'S WHAT WE ARE INTENDING

Author's Notes/Comments: 

IF YOU WANT REAL CHANGE FOR THE GOOD RESEARCH ALL THE THIRD PARTY CANDIDATES. THEY ARE THE ONLY WAY OUT OF THIS MESS BOTH CORRUPT  CORPORATE PUPPET MAINSTREAM PARTIES HAVE TRAPPED US IN. THIRD PARTY IS THE BEST CHOICE WAY OUT OF THEIR MESS. I AM ONLY  FAMILIAR WITH RFK JR WHO IS MY FIRST CHOICE. I THINK HE IS SHOOTING HIMSELF IN THE FOOT GETTING OFF THE BALLOT IN SWING STATES THOUGH...AND  JILL STEIN OF THE GREEN PARTY. I VOTED FOR HER BEFORE WHEN IT WAS CLINTON VS TRUMP. SHE HAS BASICALLY THE SAME CAMPAIGN AS BACK THEN WHICH IS A GOOD ONE.

REALLY LISTEN TO  RFK JR FULL SPEECH OVER AND OVER AGAIN. ROBERT KENNEDY JR INDEPENDENT

https://youtu.be/VxNAdilyqow

JILL STEIN PRESIDENTIAL CAMPAIGN GREEN PARTY

https://youtu.be/2KsIxLn7UO0

I AM TORN BETWEEN THESE TWO CHOICES. NOT FAMILIAR WITH THE OTHER TWO THIRD PARTY CANDIDATES BUT CERTAINLY WORTH HEARING WHAT THEY HAVE TO SAY. JUST LOOKED FOR THE OTHER TWO THIRD PARTY CANDIDATES. I MAY HAVE A NEW FAVE WITH  CHASE OLIVER. I DIDN'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT LIBERTARIAN AND LEARNED LOTS WATCHING THIS VIDEO. IT SOUNDS REALLY GOOD TO ME.

CHASE OLIVER LIBERTARIAN

https://t.co/ZipyGaJiiT

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