He was a loner who always sat down contemplating fantastical adventures that occurred on the pages of a comic book
He compares that to his life and scoffs at the contrast compared to his own
Feeling that his existence is some sort of punchline and whenever he reads a comic and realizes the dualism is the hook
Admiring the strength of the heroes on the page and then realizing his own weakness often led to him expressing his rage
He idolizes them and tries to emulate their heroic accomplishments
He is an optimist but not one who has grandiose dreams and narcissism is a term that could never be applied to him
He believes that a good deed no matter how small was significant because he couldn't fly, knew better than to contaminate himself with anything vaguely radioactive and his mental faculties are not up to par with Peter Parker and far less than mr fantastic or Bruce Banner
He believed that no matter the insignificance of a good deed still had some worth and is quantifiable irrespective of what it accomplished
He believes a smile or a "thank you" from one person holds the same worth as recognition his idols receives
He tried to associate with some of his peers and most either looked down on him for his simplistic and "childish" outlook on the world and his antiquated sense of morality
He accepted their criticism on what he loves without any response to provocation or anger because that is what his idols would do and instead channels it. He channels it not into rage and resentment but into focus and determination
He knows that in all probability he would not reap rewards for what he does or believes in and the motives for peoples actions and behaviours would not Change solely due to his actions
He knows that his antagonizers would not receive their comeuppance in the foreseeable future but still he preservers
Some may wonder what his motivations are and why he tries to be unbreakable despite all the interconnected cracks that decorate his souls and provide stories without words for all the abuse he has endured
He doesn't give up because that's not what the Black Panther would do, Nightwing would never give up and Barry Allen would not give up in the face of insurmountable odds
There are periods when his heroes are beaten to the ground and are drained both physically and emotionally and they never succumb to the futility of their actions nor do they crumble under the weight if the trials and tribulations they face
So neither will he
Sometimes he imagines that he too is the product of the imagination of someone who puts their life and struggles on paper and if there is any semblance of truth in that
He believes that he should be a realistic role model for any readers who may be struggling like he is
My lover knows my needs
she greets me in rose gardens
of the hidden recesses of my dreams
my needs she meets
when we greet under purple skies
we dance we forget we find sensual
trances in the flame of passion
lights the soul
the needs of the dreams of two lovers
who exist in the conscious who
lie in lust and dream somewhere between heaven
and hell...
I manufacture dreams in my factory,
Which is called the brain having power extraordinary,
If my dreams come true,
I’ll be the happiest man alive on earth, you know.
The dreams are manufactured to touch lives on and on,
Like the wonderful touchstone,
In the sole endeavour,
To make the world better.
The formation of dreams is rather trouble-free,
But the implementation is awash with difficulty.
© by Chuck McGlawn/Chuckest@aol.com
To all those lovers, that have found that Special One. 1/26/2003
You are that Special One for me
It's obvious to all who'll see
You satisfy my fantasy dreams
And fulfill all my life's schemes
Our love can surely stand the test
I'm so content when caressed
My body melds so perfectly
With that Special One meant for me
Ecstasy's what I'm perusing
Loving all the things you’re doing
With you my heart beats passionately
'Cause you’re that Special One for me
I think our hearts beat as one
With you everything is fun
It's my hope that you'll agree
You are that Special One for me.
Olden days on riverways, you'd catch em' on a whim,
Rafting down the Mississippi, an odd sort, called, Huck and Jim.
Skirting rules and fancy free, they frolic in the sun...
One escaping a life of slavery, and the other on the run.
Chains can't hold dreams of men, searching for variety,
Every man is an island, seeking freedom in society.
Stories told by the great Mark Twain, bring us teary sighs and laughter...
Written down in character form, living happily ever after.
by Barry Anderson
November.3.2013 7:20pm
Trisha Barrek Hopkins
It seems like you're slipping away
This thought could be wrong
I just want you to stay
Our love to be strong
I don't want it to be just about sex
Or who could tease more
I just want to hold you till next
I want you to adore
You don't love me like you use to
Like the first day we really met
Then it's like you knew
You had our life set
Now it seems like you don't give
You don't hold me as much
Without you I won't live
All the time I want to feel your touch
Baby I love you too much to let go
So I hold on
I think you don't know
I hope when you figure it out it's not long
You are the only one for me
There is no way I would leave
Can't you see
What can I do to make you believe
I can't sleep at night
Knowing what I know
How can I make you understand
Your love I just want you to really show
If you're not here where is my heart
Suppose to land
I gave you my heart
It seems like you don't care
But everything is falling apart
Why are you so afraid to share
Your thoughts and dreams
Together with you would make me
So filled with joy
Together we would make a wonderful team
Someday in the future I'd like to have your boy
There is one source of love
And you and I can cherish
The blue sky above
If you tell me bye my heart wil parish
It's like you don't love me
Like you use to
Inside my heart bleeds
I wish you knew
That my heart..you is all it needs
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If I were an apple, Id grow high up in a tree
Otherwise some little hands
Would reach right up and eat me.
My skin will glow in richer color, blessed by sunlight fare
The fruit inside me bountiful
From a Southern wind, in the midnight air.
Eventually, they'll shake me loose, my anchor at a loss
I'll hit the ground running, to pursue my dream....
"Granma's Chunky Apple Sauce!"
by Barry Anderson
December-11-2002
Trisha M. Barrek Hopkins
I a rise from dreams of the one i care
The night of the first sleep
I rest within the sheets bare
A dream i must want to keep
Stars burning their gases at night
And the dream catchers are at my feet
Soon will come morning light
And every time i awake with a memory so sweet
So as i wake to greet the morning sun
A new day is born
For new dreams my way are to come
For last nights dreams have been worn
And may never in my dream world return
Anytime soon again i will be
The prisoner of the dark silent stream
And once again my dreams roam so free
My thoughts will leave me to dream
In store and ready for anything to see
Many directions the dream may go
Where my dreams may take me i have no idea
No one will really know
Many dreams have no end
Where others its not up to you where you they send
To many people some seem so real not pretend
When i wake up to see what i wrote
You to yourself have nothing to show
Not even a short little note
So every night you decide to just go with the dreams flow
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We reminisce about times we never had
In groomed backyards with shining skies
And romantic escapades filled with youthful ploys
Smiling faces fill these sentimental reveries
While alone we sit in old ripped jeans
And realize that these times we had
Were dreams and only dreams
Nothing more.