Lost in this theocracy
Lost in this theology
Lost in this technology
I still hold on
Stranded in darkness
Moping in blackness
Struggling in madness
I still see a light
Torn into pieces
Ripped inside out
Stripped of sanity
I still wish for redemption
Blinded from nature
Ignorant to what’s pure
Voided of love’s feel
I still dream of a light
My mind’s eye shattered
My center shaken to the core
My heart gut-spilled splattered
I still knock on heaven’s door
Oh how I long for that morning,
Of bitter aftertaste and scowling eyes,
Empty promises and separate sheets,
Laid bare among that ripened taste,
Of fruit that juices fall,
Like lemons from adamantine times,
Love holds me captive again,
As I tremble,
With bittersweet longing.
Here i am walking in this darkness,
looking for someone else who dosen't look right through me,
with all these voices in my head,
can anyone tell me why im just so alone,
I remeber when you use to say i could be anyway
now i can't even find you in this dark cold world
Lost and confused i wonder in this place scream just
to find my savoiours grace.
As i walk what seems to be an eternity i think i see
your face. when i got closer its nothing but a mirror and all
i see is this face, i dont even reconize this face anymore. This face is nothing
to me i see a horrid person of no remorse of no life or pain.
All i see in this mirrior is me.
This descendant into madness is killing me. You use to make my
nightmares go away you used to say its ok youits not your fault that you can't stay.
now i cant find my way around up, down, left, right, they all look the same to me.
In this darkness descending down too far to tell my way around scream help me
help my sole help this friglechild befor she falls.
All these voices in my head all this pain and too much dread.
can one little girl take this pain can one little girl keep secret.
So much pain no father to hold her one man alone can ease her pain
screaming so loud her ears start to bleed. Hands on her face with gental grace
a voice so sweet saying its ok im hear please do you fear your never alone in this space
Een when darkness grabs yor heart im hear till your days grow short and our lives are no longer
Bright green eyes open to meet bright blue ones a kiss to the nose tears fall quietly.
arms wrap her body and peace befalls her every whim.
Darkness no longer holds her secrets but shes still in a descendant into madness.
I am in love with the night
That dark seducer who tempts with his diamods of starlight
Laid out on his bed of black velvet
The graze of your touch stings like shards of glass..
making my heart tremble and shake inside it's cage of desolace..
and as i'm with you, I can feel the emptiness seep deeper, my soul is drowning..
leaking of darkness..
Black ink of despair. pour it all over me, drench my spirit..
it already feels too heavy to bare.
as you glance over, you'll see I was never really there..
perhaps I was just smoke passing through the air..
I was at home,
Relaxed and alone.
I lay sleeping,
The darkness was reaping.
Then I heard the sound;
Crushed windows all around.
Everything was destroyed,
Of glass everything devoid.
Then I heard Warhead at my door,
Personification of Balthazor.
The glass broke into shivers,
Splinters were in my flesh delivered.
In spite of my fear,
At Warhead I did appear.
And tried to calm him down,
And he stopped throwing things around.
Everything seemed to be well,
Warhead had changes of mood, I can tell.
And Lays-chips was lying there,
I wouldn't touch it, I declared;
'cause it belonged to Warhead.
Hours later, Warhead came down;
In his anger still drowned.
He wanted his stuff,
But I knew he would bluff.
Always talking about guns,
But the true deed he shuns.
Though I was confused,
His stuff still unused.
Is what Ramses did tell,
And so ended this hell...
A flicker, a flight
Shadows made of light.
A thunder, a blur
It's too much to endure.
I crawl to the shadows,
Only to fall out again.
To search for something more,
Some clue, where I might begin.
I follow another,
It's a path and a door,
Thinking maybe there's more here,
I press on like before.
And to my surprise,
...or maybe it's not,
I got all the way in,
Before I forgot;
My soul's sacred journey
The reason I came,
And so far I've learned,
Everyone else is to blame.
A giggle, a smack,
Keep Mr. Ego on track...
A crash and a splash,
illusions melt in a flash.
Back on my road,
The path ahead seems long.
Sometimes I worry,
What if I'm wrong?
These nibblets of shadows,
That creep through my brain,
Are my only real enemies,
And yet the power they've gained!
I close my eyes tight
I focus on my cause
I bless all the world
And give a brief pause.
I thank all the workers,
Those who wield light,
For yours is the journey,
I give my will and my might.
There's a sizzle and a fizzle,
As light starts to drizzle.
A crack and a pop,
As everything stops.
In my minds eye,
The periscope of my heart,
I wrap myself in this light,
Now I'm ready to start...
As the light breaks upon me,
Shadows break and they fall,
And to think all it took,
Was my making a call.
Darkness illuminates a hopeless heart
Deepens burdens that come on nightly visit
Dreaming is but meager rescue
Chased by shadows within an archaic masquerade
Should the nights vex fools forever so
She felt a touch while he was running
Aglow the sky where daggers tend to fly
Pierce the flesh of those just walking by
A question needs an answer, why
When she starts meaning her goodbye
He winds down to turn and sigh
Wonders if their love will really win
Yet all the curtains are closing in
I’ve felt the fire, I’ve drowned within the rain
I lay, despite the pain, loving her in utter vain
She’s a soaring bird, no wind to tame her
Roam whichever way desires, beauty
while Love,
Everlastingly will ember,
Within my dormant heart .
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I looked out to the ocean
Darkness is all I see
But then the Morning Star
Who died and lives for me
For now the night reigns
But for those who’ve been drawn
Do not give up hope
It’s darkest ‘fore the dawn
Cry out you traitors
Your power fails away
In the glory
Of my King’s face
Come back you rebels
Your Father loves you still
And sent His only Son
To bring life you don’t deserve
But be warned
Your cause will not prevail
For nothing can stand against my Lord
All your schemes will fail
Because He loves you
He has prepared a way
To escape His Holy judgment
And live with Him always
Come to the light my brothers
He’s paid the price for you
To give you freedom
But the chosen are few
Can’t you see the battle
That’s waged for your soul
You’re on the losing side
Your “prince” will eat you whole
Listen to this rally
To save yourselves
To give you life
To save your soul from Hell