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I know if I want I can definetely lose this curse they call my viginity within the week. But the problem is I want to actually like the girl and even worse I want to know she likes me...I'm not trying to offend anyone but seriously how fucking gay of me! I just say its gay because the life of drugs is pretty much just my close friends who are all just as fucking gay choosing drugs over trying to find themselves a women to make them happy. Its a cop out no doubt. Btw if there is more of a blog ttype spot here someone should let me know cuz I'm just to lazy to make shit poetic right now.

The title lil wayne is because this is just crap that popped up in my head and I felt like someone would be bored enough to listen.
Yeah i admit this really is just more of thoughts than poetry and should have been just a post on facebook but I don't want just random people to be able to read my deepr thoughts (yeah I'm picky...what!)
But I hope someone who has/had a lover might read this and be able to make this into some real poetry

It was all about beds today.

Beds are lonely.

This one is about my boyfriend Brian Marshall. We haven't spoken since March 5, 2011. I have been finding it hard to keep holding on, not because I want to be with another, just because we haven't spoken since then. It's SO hard for me to keep with the faith when we don't talk. Yet I know that as soon as we do, we will be insepratable again. :)

If I ever come back on any of these poems becausr people actually comment or something this one I might add some to or explain my thoughs a bit more on the familys burden caused by the pain from the asshole who offs himself

what can you say? that's just how the world works right?!