Disperse the pain
Nothing is left in these veins.
No stress and complete loneliness.
-sUicide
Author's Notes/Comments:
If I ever come back on any of these poems becausr people actually comment or something this one I might add some to or explain my thoughs a bit more on the familys burden caused by the pain from the asshole who offs himself
Even though this is short, it still says so much. If I'm incorrect in what I think this is about I apologize. "Disperse the pain. Nothing is left in these veins." Sounds like "cutting" which I did for about a year. I don't anymore, but it was an unhealthy way of relieving stress and self punishment. I think it has to do with self hatred as well. In my case it was anyway. "No stress and complete lonliess" in that moment when a knife or sharp object cuts the skin and lets the blood flow, for a moment there's a small bit of oblivion and distraction from the outside world and it's problems. And it feels so lonely. And you said that you might further explain "on the family's burden". I would like to hear about it. A big source of my pain and issues comes from my disfunctional family. and it's kind of comforting to hear from someone who can relate.
Even though this is short, it
Even though this is short, it still says so much. If I'm incorrect in what I think this is about I apologize. "Disperse the pain. Nothing is left in these veins." Sounds like "cutting" which I did for about a year. I don't anymore, but it was an unhealthy way of relieving stress and self punishment. I think it has to do with self hatred as well. In my case it was anyway. "No stress and complete lonliess" in that moment when a knife or sharp object cuts the skin and lets the blood flow, for a moment there's a small bit of oblivion and distraction from the outside world and it's problems. And it feels so lonely. And you said that you might further explain "on the family's burden". I would like to hear about it. A big source of my pain and issues comes from my disfunctional family. and it's kind of comforting to hear from someone who can relate.
mmmirvana