nothing makes sense anymore...
i see my life and my head just can't catch up...
too many changes too fast...
everything is passing me by,
and i sit here ... still fucken waiting for something to show up...
nothing ever comes...no one will show up...
nothing makes sense anymore...
i sit here waiting for something to show up...
my head just can't catch up
and i sit here...still fucken waiting for something to come up...
take me away...
just take me away from here...
take me to where i can find that peace...
i just can't catch up to these changes, please just show me the way...
i just can't sit here anymore...please just show me my way.
People refuse to learn.
Instead of cherishing
what they have,
they always think
the grass is greener
on the other side,
and the only reason
it looks that way,
is because it's fertilized
with bullshit.
Where have all the smart people gone?
6:25 AM 6/27/2013 ©
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Ejga4kJUts
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I think we are good now
We both have dropped the
“I think you are goofing off with
Others and putting the signifigent
Other on the back burner”
That was a bad time for us
Enough so I had to make it clear
That this was over and
There will not be any more
Of any consorting, period
So I think we are good,
We've put all issues at bay
And restarting free and clear
With nothing but each other in a place
Where both our minds are clear
~Chrystal
Written on
May 30, 2012
The contract between us is now shred to pieces // no more minor recess // who, wat, why would make me wanna cease this // cuz the seed of are relationship blossomed into wat is now leafless // how could love leave us // still got da scar from where cupids arrow used to be // & all along it reminds me of what u used to mean to me // infinite possibilities, a miracle, a cure // but only pure animosity is wats left to endure // like remnants of da shattered heart dat beats in my chest // so if this is one of gods test // tell him I dnt care no more to give me a F // I tried my mother fucking best // but I need some dam rest // but these girls round me quick to impress // so they quick to undress // a little too much to ingest // but i can only accept // wat I try to expect // I'm trying to get over my now ex // so I guess it's now peace princess // as I walk into da sunset it's a new dawning // knowing that I won't be there in da morning // thoughts of me still linger // as u realize we split like fingers // DEUCES !!...
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This heart has reached a limit
Broken several times before,
This is the most it can take
Also give
To one not true
My Hearts limit is forever
At guard filled with so many scares,
Lies words and
Mental thoughts,
You took my heart,
And stomped it raw
Shredded it with your sharpened claw
What you did will never go away
Until you feel this way, but
It must depart you will never
Know how fucked
You left this heart.
til death & beyond
It’s time for me to move on,
Learn to heal from all
Taking it all the best I can
Hoping
I can love again
If I can, I will be aware
Of all the hurt and despair,
Love limits have been set
To all who dare
It’s not their fault but of
One from the past,
He is nothing now
Yet I know
But still at guard stands bold
Cause I am scared
That it will be just a game
Just to leave me
Tattered and deranged