You Got Me Trending


Cool but cruel is what you are

After three years, everything changed

You came in my lonely days

Love speaks but can fall apart


You say those words so crazy

It becomes very usual

I write these odes so silly

This becomes very casual


No, I can't get mad at you

You make my true self get loose

So, just keep on what you're doing

'Cause baby, you got me trending


All those words you told me

I hear them in my ears

All the things you brought me

They all are written here


Rising like a rocket

Shining like a bright star

Oozing fire like a jet

Popping out of the jar


Oh, baby this feels so good

You got me leading

So, baby please continue 

What you do to me


And if you dare stop

You'll make my heart pop

I may paint  something cruel

After that we'll be cool


Tonight When I Saw You


It's been a terrible week

It feels like I'm about to sink

Last week's bright sky darkened again

Just when I thought I reached heaven


Tonight when I saw you

I only saw trouble in your eyes

When I walked towards you

Like I always had, I didn't smile 


Yes, I remember the past

How you treated me like dust

The heart can never be taught

You were in my every thought


Maybe that was the reason why

I frowned and rolled my eyes tonight

'Cause you never answered my apologies

You never even said any word to me


That is why when I saw you,

When your friend greeted me

And you both smiled at me 

I never knew what to do


Time stopped at that very moment

Questions took over me

Time might have put a better end

To this bitter story


Maybe this is all in my head

Or I just misinterpreted

Maybe you weren't smiling at me

Or I'm now just tired of fighting


Maybe this is a fresh start

Maybe that was a best part

Maybe we would be old, good friends again

Maybe our story would begin again


Talk and Stay


Echoes of your voice ring

Feelings I've been keeping

I drank this blue bottle

My heart didn't settle


The laughters we had

They make me feel bad

Tragic are these stories

Our tale didn't exist


I thought I'd be drunk

Just sleep on this bunk

But I couldn't help picturing you

And I couldn't stop thinking of you


Of how you are tonight

I think of you a lot

If you are just alright

'Cause honestly I'm not


I went to your house today

You were not there again

There are things I want to say

Things a phone cannot send


Face me just this time

Don't walk away like you do

Just talk and stay only to

Make me feel alright


I beg you, don't go

I want this to close

There are things I want you to know

How I felt way before the cold

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Story Ends


So this is how the story ends

My heart is broken and bent

I foresaw it a thousand times

I still told myself they were lies


You said it in the simplest way

It hurt me in a cruelest way

The words you said echoed in my head

I couldn't sleep in my drowning bed

I stood my ground 'til the end
I held my head up to pretend 
But my eyes never concealed it
My aching heart never fought it
So, from class to class, I went out
'Cause from time to time, I broke down
As I opened the bathroom door
I fell and broke down the hard floor
I wipe my tears away
Try to forget this day
I fill the glass and have a drink
Down this lonely room I will sink
As this sad story ends,
So is my foolishness
After the long process, 
I promise I'll love again
Still, I'm glad this story ends
It may take time to unbend
Someone is out there, I believe
Born to make me happy not grieve

Saving It


Walk with me

Don't hold my hands

Look at me

Won't take the chance


Gaze at me

Just not so sweet

Embrace me

But not too firm


Touch me

But just be gentle

Hug me

Just with no cuddle


Kiss me

But leave my lips

Hold me

But just my wrist


Sleep beside me

But not too close

Whisper those things

Without a rose


Sing these songs with me

They can't be love songs

Come and dance with me

We can't do this wrong


'Cause I'm saving it for someone

I know this feeling will be gone

So let's enjoy this night

Before we lose its shine

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Purple Heart


Not a long time ago

You used to walk me home

Now, my days are blue

And the colors flew


When I found you

My world felt good

Suddenly, it turned red

Now things became plain dead


I loved you so strong

I got it all wrong

Yeah, you made me drown

I won't back down now


Purple is the color of my heart

It turned very dark when I felt hard

It will know its purpose when time comes

It will find its right way when it does


My strength is still here

I won't fall apart

I've got a strong heart

I'll have the last cheer


You've got it all wrong

I'm never that innocent 

'Cause it's like that song

My heart has its own revenge


I've got a purple heart

I might be warm and calm

But when it's burning hard

I turn into someone


Photo Of Us


I'm looking at it again

And I'm daydreaming again

I'm dreaming about you again

I'm wishing you're with me again


Something about it is magical

Something about it is so special

Something about your smile

Something I don't know why


Maybe it's your smile

Maybe it's that while

When the earth stopped spinning

When the time stopped flying


All I know is I said hello

I made a move I'd never known

Like my heart was about to go

I felt something I'd never known


When the camera flashed,

My sweat ran down

Smile wide and I was glad,

My mind slowed down


We're perfect together

I'll love you forever

Don't you know that all this time?

Don't you know I pray you're mine?


Now, everything I have is this

Now, everything I do is wish

That next time our smiles would be true

That next time I can be with you


I'll sleep tonight holding this

That all I prayed will be real

I'll wake up and wish again

That God had heard all I said

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Love Is


Love is like a well

As you go deeper

All things go darker


When you sink on its end,

You won't know you drowned

You think all are sound


Love is like a bottle

You can fill it up

You can break it up


You'll never know when it's full

You think all are wonderful

Until you find yourself doomed


Love is like a brick

So firm that you can build a house

But strong enough to bring it down


This brick can be a tool

To hit one's heart and break it

To beat one's hope and sink it


Love is like a candle

Bringing light to your world

But hurts when you get burned


Love is like a rose

So magical when it's fresh

But it's awful when it's dead

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Lost Moonlit Night


What a moonlit night

The streets are very bright

Pretend I'm alright

I'm about to fake smiles


Eating my dinner

Stopping all my tears

I open my laptop

To watch your name pop up


Force myself to the dark room

Struggling to fight the doom

I can't answer their questions

I have no explanations


No songs can explain what I'm feeling

No rhymes can tell them why I'm hiding

Someone told me I'm just desperate

No one asked why I'm being frantic


I guess it's how the world works

Closing behind me are doors

Doors to happiness

Locked out from fullness


I need space and time

Not just laughs and wine

Have to get it for myself

Before I lose my whole self


What a wonderful night

I lost its shine with my vibe

I'm sorry for myself

And the way that I dealt