What a moonlit night
The streets are very bright
Pretend I'm alright
I'm about to fake smiles
Eating my dinner
Stopping all my tears
I open my laptop
To watch your name pop up
Force myself to the dark room
Struggling to fight the doom
I can't answer their questions
I have no explanations
No songs can explain what I'm feeling
No rhymes can tell them why I'm hiding
Someone told me I'm just desperate
No one asked why I'm being frantic
I guess it's how the world works
Closing behind me are doors
Doors to happiness
Locked out from fullness
I need space and time
Not just laughs and wine
Have to get it for myself
Before I lose my whole self
What a wonderful night
I lost its shine with my vibe
I'm sorry for myself
And the way that I dealt