Apologies for this. I wanted to put it on my Tumblr, but I think that would just alarm a few friends of mine. If you bothered to read some or all of it, thanks. It's nice to know that I've been able to "say" all of this to anybody at all.
If I ever come back on any of these poems becausr people actually comment or something this one I might add some to or explain my thoughs a bit more on the familys burden caused by the pain from the asshole who offs himself