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BARELY BREATHING
I cry so often lately. I cry because no one gets and understands me and yet I am with someone who thinks that because they’ve seen something but not experienced it that they know all about it. I finally said that I’m done with women and same sex relationships yet the person I’m with says they love me but want a 3 way. Enough. When is society going to realize it’s not just sex. Every time you connect with someone on that level you give part of yourself away.
Today I noticed I want to die and the only thing keeping me going at this second chance at life is this baby growing inside me. Others tried to say I couldn’t have children yet God said oh yeah watch this. I love with all of myself yet can’t find me anymore.
Calling Mia, Lynn anybody. 7 personalities and I have a day where I want to die yet the only thing that stops it is the kick in my belly of mommy I’m here. Last night I thought of different ways to terminate my life functions yet I don’t want to do anything to hurt this innocent inside me.
I guess I’m just here for now. Barely breathing.
