Welcome to America,
We have on-tap medication
Instant gratification
And sex is the main attraction
On every TV show
There are countless regulations
Gender neutralization
And guns bought without discretion
By some mental psycho
Living in America,
You'll find public degradation
Racial intensification
And violence glorification
Sits high up on a throne
There's widespread defamation
Family demoralization
And schools force indoctrination
Even when kids are home
-I hope you're happy now
We did this to ourselves
The ship is sinking down
We're living in this hell
But you can count me out
Yeah, you can count me out- ( pre chorus)
-America's gone suicidal
And everyone is in denial
America's gone suicidal
America's gone suicidal- (chorus)
Farewell to America,
Dying from exacerbation
Killing what's left of this nation
And these bastards want formation
So we will come undone
I hope you're happy now
We did this to ourselves
The ship is sinking down
We're living in this hell
But you can count me out
Yeah you can count me out
America's gone suicidal
And everyone is in denial
America's gone suicidal
America's gone suicidal
Prison's overpopulated
Drugs are oversaturated
Everybody's medicated
Everything's incorporated
Sin's become domesticated
Whores are being celebrated
Churches getting compensated
Cities are all crime infested
Our freedom has been confiscated
And everyone's been inundated
But you can count me out
Yeah, you can count me out
America's gone suicidal
And everyone is in denial
America's gone suicidal
And nobody showed up for trial
America's in such denial
America's gone suicidal
2/1/23
Laying next to you
I just want to stare into you
Into your beautiful soul
Forever
Staying close to you
I just want to stay inside you
Yeah, until we become one
Endeavor
-I know what you want
You're all that I want
I've got all I want in you
You know what I want
I'm all that you want
You've got all you want, it's true-(chorus)
Coming up for air
I just want to breathe into you
And then I'll go back for more
Surrender
Reaching out for you
I just want to grab onto you
And I'm never letting go
So tender
I know what you want
You're all that I want
I've got all I want in you
You know what I want
I'm all that you want
You've got all you want, it's true
Rolling in the sheets, I'm lost inside of you
When I start to dream, I just envision you
I know what you want
You know what I want...
I know what you want
You're all that I want
I've got all I want in you
You know what I want
I'm all that you want
You've got all you want, it's true
1-6-23
'People today are so oblivious it's like they're brain dead' (intro)
Oh, you got up, didn't like anything about yourself
So you decided to change everything about yourself
Now you fucked up, don't recognize a thing about yourself
-It's all just fluffy white clouds and pretty rainbows
In your head
So just keep living in your fake pretentious show
Til you're dead- (chorus)
Oh, you were taught, by liars and bigots just like yourself
So now you're confused and you know nothing about yourself
Now you're just fucked, trapped in a lie and you can't save yourself
It's all just fluffy white clouds and pretty rainbows
In your head
So just keep living in your fake pretentious show
Til you're dead
So when did your opinion become the truth?
Canceling the ones who don't agree with you
You're oblivious to all that's around you
You just keep singing along to your favorite tune
It's all just fluffy white clouds and pretty rainbows in your head
So just keep living in your fake pretentious show til you're dead
You can keep living in your fake pretentious show til you're dead
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1-1-23
I miss the way you told me
I would never live up to anything
I miss the way you'd scold me
For whenever my dreams began breathing
I miss the screaming in my ears/ I miss the shouting in my face
And all the painful years/ and all the dreadful days
Of living life in fear/ of living through the hate
I miss those days (chorus)
I miss the way you held me
Squeezing my chest just a little too tight
Oh, how you would expel me
Pulling me down before I got too high
I miss the screaming in my ears/ I miss the shouting in my face
And all the painful years/ and all the dreadful days
Of living life in fear/ of living through the hate
I miss those days
I miss the stupid games we used to play
It's funny how time separates us so far away
I wish it could go back the way things used to be
But it won't last a day
I miss those days
12-29-22
You think I'm the one who gave up on us
But have you looked in the mirror lately?
Your reflection is faded like a ghost
Your eyes are black and your soul is empty
And you swear you're not the one
And that this argument is done
And you think I'm on the run
When, in fact, I'm fucking done with you
I'm gonna make it through
The hell you put me through
I'm gonna bury you
I am done
You think you're the one who's gonna save us
But you can't save yourself from imploding
You're swimming around in your own disgust
Your narcissistic ways are showing
And you swear you're not the one
And that this argument is done
And you think I'm on the run
When, in fact, I'm fucking done with you
I'm gonna make it through
The hell you put me through
I'm gonna bury you
I am done
Erase me
I'll erase you too
Replace me
Now I know we're through
You think you're the one who's gonna save us, but you can't save yourself
I'm fucking done with you
I'm gonna make it through
The hell you put me through
I'm gonna bury you
We are done
-Remember
It's December
It's the happiest time of the year
It's December
But in this frozen heart there's no cheer- (chorus)
Let it snow til I'm covered from head to toe
Let the sun go down before I can get home
Just remember it's December
Let the leaves turn brown as they rot on the ground
Let the night black out everything that's around
Just remember it's December
Remember
It's December
It's the happiest time of the year
Its December
But in this frozen heart there's no cheer
It's so cold
Why do I feel so alone?
That's when I
Remember
It's December
It's the happiest time of the year
It's December
Cause in this frozen heart there's no cheer
In this frozen heart there's no cheer
12-20-22
There are so many ways to die
Maybe it will be on a hot sunny day
Maybe it will be when I'm weathered and grey
Maybe it will be from a car accident
That I didn't see coming from a mile away
Or maybe it will come for me in my sleep
Maybe it will leave me lost in a dream
Maybe it will be from sickness and disease
That will take me down, bring me to my knees
And I may never know just how it all goes down
It's like a bullet to the head/ A knife right through the chest
There are just so many ways to die
It's like a noose around your neck/ A fatal heart attack
There are just so many ways to die
So many ways to die
Maybe it will happen in the freezing night
Maybe it will derive from a homicide
Maybe there won't be any signs of a fight
And it will go down by way of suicide
And I may never know just how it all plays out
It's like a bullet to the head/ A knife right through the chest
There are just so many ways to die
It's like a noose around your neck/ A fatal heart attack
There are just so many ways to die
So many ways to die
And no one really knows how their story fades out
It's like a bullet to the head/ A knife right through the chest
There are just so many ways to die
It's like a noose around your neck/ A fatal heart attack
There are just so many ways to die
So many ways to die
11/23/21