Your touch in the mornings is what I miss the most
The warmth of your body lying in my arms
The smell of your hair before I open my eyes
Waking to my side becoming one sixteenth of the bed
Because you had seized control of the rest throughout the night
Your snooze and snooze, and snooze and snooze and snooze
I’d give anything to be awakened by one more time
Your voice was softest in the morning
Before you were fully awake
Still half dreaming
You were everything I could possibly dream for
The one thing I need
I still reach for you in the moment I wake
Expecting there to be something besides the emptiness you left
When you would wake first and whisper sweet nothings into my ear
Thinking I was still asleep, I heard every word
I still, hear every word
Your touch in the morning is what I miss the most
September-16 & 17-2002
Trisha M. Barrek Hopkins
Dedicated to those of 9/11
The day the angels cried
We lost our life and our pride
The day the angels cried
Is the day we lost our children, husband, and wives
What has changed?
The strength of the world, our lives
Its been rearranged
The one above
He'll help us through
All we can do is love
The ones we adored and knew
For that's what they would want
Even though that day will always haunt
Things happen for a reason
God please help us understand
The right to our freedom
We feel trapped and need a helping hand
When the angels cried
I knew how they felt
They had let themselves down
And didn't know the cards that have been dealt
And all they can do now is ware a frown
People feel so defenseless
Yes our lives have changed
And the ones we lost
We will always miss
We will make things work at any cost
Within your self remember
No one can take our faith
Because every September
The world comes together we remain sane and safe
The day the angels cried
The enemy went to hide
But the world became strong
And soon enough we'll find
Those who did wrong
As we pray for those who died
We will remember always
The day the angels cried
For that's the day we came as one to pray
In our changing lives
They will always be in our heart
September eleventh was a day of a new start
The day we all came together
The day for everyone to care
For the strangers we didn't know
This day will be on our minds forever
The enemy don't want to mess with us
They don't dare
Because no mercy towards them will we show
Trisha M. Hopkins
Copyright
Is there something in this morning
I can give you my love
The warmth of the sunshine warms my heart
Seems it knows that it's you I am thinking of
And from you I can never part
She said no there is nothing
You can give me in this morn
I am so sleepy as I awake from my night
As a gift of a new day for me is born
And your gentleness of love has me worn
My commander in the army came to say
I must send you too a desert storm
Where now I await death
Maybe come in the morn
Once more a gift of a new day born
I wrote my love
I am safe and well
And soon leave this behind me
Find my home leave all this hell
And in your arms you will find me
She wrote to me please my love
As this breaks me apart
For who my heart now thinks of
A man had come and stole my heart
And I am saddened we must part
I said it's ok you are feeling this pain
For I know your heart has been lonely
You may never had seen me again
An empty heart I cannot blame
The choice you made was your only
I will keep you forever deep in my heart
And remember a touch as gentle as a feather
I learned in the moments of my worst fears
And as my death be near
What I had in my heart held me together
I remember
writing for you
a thousand hours ago…
overflowing hearts,
carefree rhymes,
a dash of things not said.
I read your song
over and over again,
just to keep you
in my head.
But at least
That was a song.
This is just
Letters thrown together
on a page.
Writing for you
will just waste my time…
So I’ll cry for you,
Emalina,
till you come round again.
I’ll fall
A thousand times
Just to risk it
I’ll kiss
A thousand times
Just to try
I want to know
if this is real
if I’m in it
I want to paint
with airplane wings
in the sky
So I’ll cry for you,
Emalina,
till you come round again.
Emalina,
I might not be
what you wished for
But I’m all you have
right now.
If you turn on me
forever…
the door slamming
to you
it’s just another sound.
Bells in the twilight,
voices intertwined
A lonely
Heart at midnight
hoping it hasn’t
closed for good.
Emalina,
I don’t want to be
a love song.
I don’t even want to be
your love song.
I just want to be me.
So I’ll cry for you,
Emalina,
till you come round again.
Years slipped so fast they slow to a murky fog in memory
Recalling nights of starlit kisses and glittering fireworks
Our eyes allied with the moon and the shimmering stars
You — an enchanting Monet
Yet we couldn’t find footing on day-lit common ground
My feet ached to stand firmly fixed with yours though
So I tried to be with you by climbing upon your back
A heavy burden — obscured
You stepped out from under the weight and stood alone
I carefully felt for footing underneath my ethereal being
Seeking ground of my own, a base of bedrock to build upon
Solid earth — a foundation
Still wishing for a shared space now
My cold feet — your unruly brow
Bottled up inside
Trying, just to hide
The pain that I feel,
The skin I want to peel.
There is no escape,
From this unending ache.
This is my torture
Something I must endure.
I cannot hide.
I cannot flee.
I'm forced to be me,
But who is she?
When souls are dark as the night
When solace lies not in the stars
But in the dream kept by others
And in those tears not shed
For solace is forgotten
In all but the darkest of nightmares