Awww what?
You make me wanna be more awesome!
Your towers be tripping
Not tryin to be dissin’
It just sucked because I needed some love
My day was crud
Tryin not to curse so much
The heavens lookin’ down at me from above
You probably think its lame
I ain’t tryin to play this game with God
 He sees me
Trying not to let my flesh deceive me
It’s hard sometimes because I sometimes I wanna smoke weed

You see, that's the devil tryin to deceive me
 The day I made a pact with the Lord

My days were never a bore

Always felt like singing

Prayer never feelin like a chore
My days have been forever changin’
For the better I would say
But others would be complainin’
But I know you’re different
We went through alotta stuff
I am ashamed for what I’ve done
But it’s already done
I’m getting past this
Through repentance
Let’s ends this
Our sexual friendship
I hope this doesn’t end our friendship
You get it?
Why I am repentin'?
Do you understand, the pain I’m in?
The Father in Heaven is lookin at me
He sees me accountable

For everyone I meet

For knowing the truth
I’m failing you
I’m failing Him
I should be encouraging you
Not deterring you
Taking you down the wrong path
Don’t worry, it’s not your fault
I am the older one at fault
More wiser
Or so I thought
I really like you
I hope this doesn’t offend you
I just wanted to remind you
“I love you”
So, please don't fight it
Just accept it

This is my Repentance


Urban Repentance

Writing these poetic sentences as my urban repentance.
Blessing my adversaries with passive vengeance.
That's basically forgiveness and if they don't accept it.
I'm cool with it I got to use my energy more positively.
Can't just waltz in the Devil's Advocate.
Got to make a decision in the hour of reckoning.
Either chose the way of truth or commence to living lies.
A life of fabrication is nothing but false statements.
Also the malignant information that has infiltrated our generation.
I'm not speaking this way to traumatize or frightened.
I'm here to open and enlightened your minds.
Now it's time unify and put genocide to a screeching halt.
In this day of age we're in pain but it's not our fault.
We just caught in our twisted history.
Years of misery if you look at the news you'll see a cruel tapestry.
Painted with the tears of fallen angels.
This is how we was raised to hate and embrace the division.
That's why it's soo much tension killing a man for religious differences.
Then ridiculing someone because of their appearance.
I only ask why?
Why he or she must die?
Why these children get victimized?
Why we must divide?
Time for us to no longer hide behind our false pride.
I apologized to anyone I ever offended and if you do the same we can make a difference.
Call this our urban repentance!

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Hearing and seeing disturbing events at school just felt like I should write on making change stopping the troubles and to all the people I ever disrespected accept this as my apology.

Your Repentance

Your repentance is in vain, for I cannot forgive you.
Though in life you suffered greatly, at your hands I suffered more.
With each memory that passes, my heart slowly turns to stone.
You are frozen here forever.
I'm leaving you alone.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I had an extremely tumultuous relationship with my father for a number of years, and this past May he committed suicide...I have since released a great deal of my anger, but the words that I wrote still ring true.

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